Craps. Junks. Shiz. Whatever.

Oh my, look at what I did in Chiang Mai!

2011-05-21T02:10:00.002+08:00

.. okay, the title IS lame. Stole it off Mr. G's "Oh my, it's Chiang Mai" tagline. =D

Anyway, recently went to Chiang Mai on the 7th of May with my college teachers and friends. It was awesome. It's currently 2 in the morning, so I ain't gonna get into details on the WHOLE trip. I'm just that lazy. Evident in my lack of updates. I noticed that my most viewed post is the one where I talked about tattoos. My goodness, I feel so proud of myself somehow. Haha. Which is what lead me to update today.

So... I got inked while I was in Chiang Mai! =D
It was like our last night in Chiang Mai, we wanted to go to the tattoo shop near our hotel but it was closed for some reason. We went off to Subway for dinner, I know, WHY Subway when you're in Thailand? But because one of our teachers told us that they had REAL PORK BACON there, we just HAD to! My goodness, it was so much better than the Subway in Malaysia. Sorry, M'sia... =/ Thailand wins this time.
So I got this map thingie in Subway that they were displaying and saw another tattoo shop, De Javu Tattoo Studio. It has 3 shops, but I wanted to go the main one instead. I searched like hell on the small mini map to find its location. It was in the inner city of Chiang Mai! We got a tuktuk there and initially, it was just my friends Xhuang Ee and her brother Sam who wanted the tats, but I got one in the end too.

Here's the photos! =D

Mine! Credits to Sam's phone. I took the photo. =)

While inking. =/ ouch.

The shop's motto is, "NO PAIN, NO GAIN!" =D

XE's. Hello Kitty's bow.

A little group photo before we left.

Dude in black did Sam's while dude in checkers did mine and XE's.

Well, I am wiped. Gonna head to bed.

'Til then,

XOXO

Home!

2010-12-13T14:44:00.000+08:00

... well... soon.. Hehe..

Anyways, I went on a food hunt with Jayson and Sam last Tuesday in Klang.
We had ba kut teh, the famous popiah, cendol, lin chi kang, cucur udang & shiz, rojak and fried keoy tiaw. One after another. My gosh. Some yummy shiz Klang has. Went hanging around the mall then had seafood for dinner. Jayson wanted me to try the toddy or palm wine if you will. It's actually fermented coconut flower sap. Tasted good. I hope Sam and Jayson can come to Miri and try our food. It would be so awesome. =D

I had been spending my time since Thursday after my final paper was done just bumming around. Went out for breakfast with Sharon before she went to the airport. I miss her! I sound so lesbo but whatever. She's my friend! Went out with Jill, Faisal and Fim for dinner and then shisha at Sinbad. Jill left then Fim. So we continue shisha and I had my supper then we left. I slept at 5. wtf I know.
Saturday wasn't bad. Went pharma-shopping. Then went grocery shopping. =) Had Arabian food. Satisfied my craving. Then made plans with Sheila to go shopping this coming weekend. But then Lynette suggested shushi dinner. So yeah~ Can't wait! lol.

Yesterday was mum's birthday. I can't believe daddy woke mum early in the morning and kissed her cheek Happy Birthday. =) So sweet. Then asked mummy to go back to sleep. HAHA! But of course, knowing mum, she can't go back to sleep anymore.

Bak Kut Teh!

Sammy being camera shy.

Klang's Lin Chi Kang

The cendol. Too much coconut milk. Yikes.

Cucur Udang & what not.

The rojak. Not quiet my taste. But still nice.

Ahh. Popiah!

Char Keoy Tiaw

I love this! So fattening but nice.

A lil' camwhoring. LOL

Mall was filled with Christmas decors. =)

The main display tree.

My rum coffee. Yum!

The tomyum. This is some good-ass food.

Haha! I love the last sentence!

Jayson can't take too much alcohol. Boo.

Tried the toddy. Not bad. =)

A friend of mine said it smells like puke. LOL

Anyway, watched Glee and Ugly Betty. Gonna continue watching! =D

Update soon I hope.

'Til then,

XOXO

Exams. Oh dear.

2010-12-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

Dearest blog, I have been neglecting you and letting you sitting here to collect dust. I apologize. Well, I have IB paper tomorrow. Another C&C on Thursday and I am officially free! =D

Then I can give you all the TLC that you deserve. Just like before I came to college. =)

For now... wish me all the best tomorrow!

'Til then,
XOXO

Have you ever?

2010-12-03T01:48:00.003+08:00

Have you ever lived my life?

Spent one minute in my shoes.

If you haven't, then tell me why.

You judge me as you do.

Why me?

2010-11-13T21:27:00.001+08:00

I've been crying so hard recently. I feel like I'm back to the start of semester when everything is so unsure and I feel so lonely and no one can help me at all.

I want my iPod back. Whoever it is that has my precious iPod is just mean, the flyers are up so return it. Ish.
I want my camera alive again. Stupid-ass monkey.
I want my mum, I miss her so much. Though I hear her (annoying) nag everyday.
I want to go home. I hate Selangor!!!!
I miss my Miri friends.
I miss my car. I hate walking!
I miss the beach. Oh, how the wind (annoyingly) blows through my hair and frickin' mess it up, and I can just absorb the beauty of the sunset. K-Hell have no beaches at all. wtf.

This sucks.

I went for the World Issues Conference, Hear Us Out 5 this afternoon. It was awesome. (maybe)I will blog about it soon-ish. Not in the mood now. :(

'Til then,
XOXO
Sheryl Lynn

To be or not to be...

2010-11-13T02:43:00.003+08:00

...a vegetarian... That is the question. Ok, a little caught up with Hamlet. We have been studying hamlet and we even have a dramatic assignment for it! So fun. My group did a video instead. =) I don't think I can completely cut meat off my diet but I can eat less meat.

Anyway, have been coming across anti-fur-go-vegetarian-PETA-related stuffs lately. One of my subjects is Challenge and Change. My lecturer himself is a vegetarian. And recently, The Veronicas had an anti-fur campaign that was banned. And I re-watched the video where they skinned the poor wolfs alive. This week is World Issues Conference week and it's tomorrow! They have been showing films for the past week and one of them was Shark Waters. I wanted to watch but didn't make it.

Today, a friend of mine just posted one video about Glass Walls.
Here is the video, it really made me cried to see these animals being mistreated like this. Like it's not bad enough that they will become food on a plate. I eat meat but I don't want my meat to go through this process. That is just cruel.

Glass Walls. Not for the faint of heart though.

And here is the banned anti-fur commercial.

And yes, I admit I am partially influenced by Jess and Lisa, But hey, they're setting a good example about issues like these.

I'm having second thoughts about taking World Issues course next semester. My friends from WI are so stressed out for tomorrow's conference. Gosh. NGO's will be there and imagine going up and speaking in front of all these important people. FOR ISU! Gahh...

Anyway, gotta head to bed. Conference tomorrow, have to wake up early.

F*ck ISUs, like seriously. 3 ISUs, 5 stages and an 8 page essay. 2 assignment. ALL DUE NEXT WEEK. FML

'Til then,
XOXO

College...

2010-10-02T23:32:00.001+08:00

.... I kinda like college now? 'Cuz I have friends and stuff now...

Not enjoying some parts of it though... =(
For example, crazy assignments...
ISUs.. which stands for Independent Study Unit... That's even more crazy...
And of course some other personal stuffs.

Some times, I feel so lost in college. Where do I fit in? How do people perceive me?
And I regret telling my IB class I want to be a director when Mr. S asked what our ambition is. Now I have no idea what I want to be, where I will go. I feel lost and I have lost confidence in myself. Partly, because of the video assignment thing. I still can't forget it. I feel so embarrassed. That is not the quality of my work. Heck, that is not even a tenth of the quality. wtf.
And my essay writing skills are realllllly bad. =(

I regret opening up so fast to people. That is not me. I am more quiet around people I just met before this.
I am afraid of getting hurt in the end for when I take a friendship seriously, I really cherish it. A close friend of mine told me, college friends are just temporary. I really do not want this to be true. But that is the only way I can remind myself.
I can only hope and pray for the best.

CPU has changed me? Is this good or bad?

GOTTA STOP SPENDING SO MUCH!!!!!!!!

Yours truly,
XOXO

I've become so good at it and..some times so easy doing it I feel uncomfortable thinking about it. Why must this be part of things. It does not have to be but I have no choice...or rather, I have made my choice that way.

Lovely...

2010-08-29T15:20:00.000+08:00

...yeah right...
I have a major sore throat... it got worse today 'cause now I have the flu as well... This sucks..
:(

Made myself soup! Yes, it's instant soup..but hey.. Still soup...and yummeh...

My soup~

Well... Gonna waste my Sunday away...

Ohh crap... shit loads of assignments...

K-ELLE = K-HELL

2010-08-15T16:18:00.002+08:00

Anyway, I'm adapting to my new environment... yeah me... -.-

I still want to go home though.. home as in MIRI.. Nothing beats the food, the beach.... and having a car dammit! I hate walking here and there... Malaysia's weather is not helping...
Oh and that reminds me, it's raining soooo heavily now and I can't step outside... I need to collect my laundry from the laundry service lady / dobi... Sent my jeans and blankey to be washed yesterday..and I need my jeans for classes tomorrow... Gahh... Misery..

And I should probably be studying instead of ranting here. I have a test on Tuesday and I haven't studied shit. Yikes.
Hey, I tried okay??!

Update soon....? I hope... Meh...

XOXO

CALLBACKS!

2010-07-25T09:38:00.000+08:00

I got a callback email!! LOL!!! My rendition of "Proud Mary" was..... Ngeh.. Let's just say Mary won't be thaat proud... -___-"

Assignments are stressing me.... But I can't help but procrastinate.... Help... T___T
And how I wish I have my own printer!!!! *#%#(^%&#!!!!!!!
Anyway, one assignment due tomorrow.... And 2 to be done tomorrow with my partners.... Gahhh.. Plus the callback is tomorrow after school.... DAI!!!

I want food.... .... FOOOOOOODDDD!!!! :'(

To do... Or not to do...

2010-07-21T08:28:00.001+08:00

.... that is the question.....

Should I audition for the musical? I'm thinking I can make more friends there... But everyone has their own friends there already.... They're in their own world with walls built up already...

Dammit.... I hate starting over.... I miss my friends.... :'( But everyone's separated all over KL.. wtf.. Then there's Tash, Sharon... But we are all too busy. with our own different schedule and assignments and homework... Poopie...

On a brighter note... I made a new friend Ei Leen... though we're not in any same courses.... -__-" She's friendly... Too bad she stays in Shah Alam.... So far.....

Then there's Jane, and Tina.... lovely people... weird... or so they claims themselves to be... but not as weird as me... lolwtf

Oh..and also Lee from English.. :)

I AM COUNTING DOWN TO THE SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS ALREADY.
RAAAAAWWWWWRRRRRR

I Don't Wanna Do This Any More...

2010-07-18T15:44:00.000+08:00

.... Can I give up.... It seems so easy.... Tell the school that I wanna withdraw from this programme...
Pack my things and head back home... Ahh home sweet home.... I can't help crying again.... It's the loneliness... If my mum were here I think things would have been more different....

T_____________T

T.T

2010-07-18T11:11:00.000+08:00

I'm neglecting this blog because I'm writing more personal things on my other blog.. you will never find it HAH..

Went out to buy drawing block and the coloured pens.. 55.50!! I'm in desperate need of cash...

Donations are highly welcome...

Saw a boy with his parents walking about...

By guessing, I think he's new here... Reminded me of my parents and I 2 weeks ago...when they were here with me...

On my way back here, my tears were blurring my sight already...

Sobbing uncontrollably just now..... I want my parents.... :'(

:(

2010-07-13T23:56:00.002+08:00

He does answer your prayers....

Hear my prayer, Lord, and listen to my cry; come to my aid when I weep. Like all my ancestors I am only your guest for a little while. - Psalms 39:12

Bawling like a lil girl stripped of her lollipop...

2010-07-13T09:48:00.001+08:00

This sucks.... I think I'm having a severe case of homesickness... -.-" wtf
If today is going to be like yesterday, I think my eye balls would shrink up and fall outta my eye socket...
For the past 4 days, I cried the hardest yesterday....

tears prick my eyes every time i'm awake.... sleep is better... but what's sleep when insomnia wraps you up like an unforgiving grasp

Homesick...

2010-07-10T21:26:00.000+08:00

sucks to the core..... I don't really felt so much as homesick when my parents are here... Now I do... Technically... I miss my parents....

I miss my mum.... so much.... D;

The smell of your perfume that lulls me to sleep... It's fading... Hello insomnia, my friend... We shall meet again tonight...

3rd day :D

2010-07-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

...and I'm worrying myself about how I'mma do things after my mum leaves... :( ah well... gotta learn sooner or later right??

Walked to Subang Parade or however you spell it I don't care... It's kinda near yet kinda far? Maybe it's because we keep stopping to looka t this and that -___-"
Shop fer more "stuffs" and headed to Carrefour... I swear.. the guinea pigs there are sooo cute!

I realized I love looking at car plates here... maybe it's because I turn those letters and make words with them.. My all time fav? WTF. LOL I was looking for it since I arrived at KL. Saw WTH but only spotted WTF ytd morning. Examples of the words I come up with. (warning: obscenities up ahead, if you are not happy with this post, kindly press the X at your upper right hand side)

WTF: What The Fuck (you-know-lah)
WTH: What The Hell (you-know-lah)
WPF: Woman, Please Fuck
BJL: Blow Job Lessons

There were more... I can't frickin' recall 'em now... Gahhhh... Maybe I'll continue tomorrow... Teehee...

It's been a day. I'mma kick back and read my novel. =D

'Til then,

XOXO

Hmm~

2010-07-02T08:39:00.001+08:00

Well... it's my 2nd day here in KL...
Mm, I'll just do a quick recap...

1st impression.. Y'know how they all say KL-ians drive very nuts? Well, nuts does not even come close. Barbaric maybe? -_- The taxi driver was hurtling us down the highway and keeps SLAMMING the brakes suddenly.. magu... no wonder death rates due to accident is so high here...

Anyways.. omgwtfwtfomfgomgomgwthwthwtfwtfwtfgahhbbq!!! Sooo many food.... I shall die from obesity -.-"

Met up with Sharon around 1 something in the afternoon... She brought me into Taylor's Extra Curricular Activities (ECA) centre and bla bla... Met some of her friends and course-mates.. =D

Mum's friend Uncle L and his wife brought us for dinner.. I had Thai Tom Yam and shared a Yong Tau Fu with my mum. =D Yum~
Then he drop us at Carrefour while he send his wife to some relative's house... Ahh... I thought I had better buy all the things I need and will need.. lol.. since dad is paying.... :)
After that, he needed to pick up his wife again so he drove to Sunway and showed us directions and stuff...

Overall, had a mediocre day...since there were ups and downs... D;

Ohh.. I bought a new pair of flip-flops! For 10 bucks only.. Cute~

Teehee.. Aren't they cute? I love that greenish-blue colour but never quite seem to know what it's called..

Anyways... Here's the thing.... This was when I was still in Miri...

There's this stall selling hotdogs and and and... shit... Look for yourself... A picture's worth a thousand words anyway...

The stall is closed. It was 5:30 am in the morn'?

I guess this happens at every place that sells drinks in those machines... D; just that you get icked out when you actually see it.. -.-

Well... It's another day! Hope today's more fun =D

Time to hit the showers and go out!

-.-" okay..something just happened...and add some negativity to my day... GTG!

'Til then,

XOXO

Here's to college!

2010-06-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

I'm finally going off to college... time for a change.. I hope... We can't control everything i'll just cross my fingers :)

Will be flying off in 2 days... :( I'm gonna miss Miri.. It's not KL or Australia or UK or the State.. It's HOME.

Ok.. a quickie here.... I went for a hair cut about a few days ago and I told the hair dresser I wanted my side swept just a weeeeee bit shorter.... and guess what? SHE CUT IT OFF!!!! T____________T

I MISS MY SIDE SWEPT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

More soon, I hope? =)

'Til then,
XOXO

T.T

2010-05-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

...I know I have been neglecting my blog for a loooooong time now....=( wanted to blog on monday....But just as I typed only 2 sentence my mum asked me to sleep.. Poo...

Just to update that I shall update more when I go to college(I hope I'm not toooo busy ..yikes)...and yes..it has been decided..Taylor's it is for me!! Whee~ I hope my room will be a nice one...plus I'm worried that I'll have unpleasant house-mates... sigh.....What's more, I found out my room........when you step outta it....you will be directly IN THE FRIGGIN KITCHEN!!! wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf... -.- I hope my future house-mates
seldom cook punya.... Maggi Mee those ok lah... No frying.... I will kill myself....Siiiigh...

And I finally got myself a new lappy!! Can't wait for it to arrive though.. =D Hope I had made the right choice.... I am always worried about stuffs like these... Gahh....misery....

Anyways.......things have been reaaally boring..apart from the fact that Sharon's back! =D ..well..it's been a week already..heh..~~so what?~~ She'll be going back to KL soon... =(

Aside from these,I have nothing ~~much~~ to blog about.... Sigh...

...I shall come back to clean up my dusty blog and clear the cob webs again next time! =D ..Well, that depends when "next" time is..of course.. Hehe..

'Til then,
XOXO

HOLY....

2010-04-17T17:47:00.001+08:00

...MOTHER OF ALL...SWEET NIBLETS!!

... -__-"

I need to update man....
No topic... lame life... Sad case =(
Suggestions? ... Whoever is out there? ..... Hello??? err.. Anyone?

'Til then,
XOXO

This is dedicated to Sharon..because she is so deprived of sea breeze.. haha

..... Anyone....???

I will wait...

2010-04-05T13:39:00.000+08:00

...so that I can have my moment of syok-ness laughter.

Stubborn and ardent clinging to one's opinion is the best proof of stupidity. -__________-"

'Til then,
XOXO

Zzzz~

2010-03-31T01:19:00.002+08:00

Recent happenings have been boring... =( boo..

Anyway, went to Palm Sunday mass on Sunday...and they have Sunday Breakfast! I always like Sunday Breakfast because I'd always look for the Shepherd's Pie... and hallelujah~ they have it that day! XD

Shepherd's Pie!!♥

This is quiche!! Love quiche too... XD

Anyway.... I was clearing up some of my secondary school stuff... Putting my name-tags and pins away into a box for safe keeping..... I miss school... Those days you want everything to fast forward and finish high school...but now you look back and think: I'd rather rush homework and assignments everyday and get to see and hang out with my friends. I wish I have used my secondary school years properly. Too late now. Next step, COLLEGE!! RAAAWR~~ *cough* We'll get to that someday...I am still sitting at home everyday doing nothing... July intake.. sad case...=( 3 more months...

THEY FREAKING SPELT MY NAME WRONGLY!! Grr!!

One so new..one so..err...scratched...

See? The one on the right yellow yellow de...

The holes made by those 2 pins above..

And yes, I am aware of the hideous color of our necktie..=(

Anyway, I cooked multi-grain dessert today =) yummy~

Wahaha~ I love this...^^

'Til then,

XOXO

Why?

2010-03-22T21:35:00.001+08:00

So many whys in my head.....unanswered...=(
i am still surprised at how i can type with tears streaming down my face...

what to do? i don't even care if i am typing in broken english!! bahh maybe I'll edit after i don feel like crap...
I can't effing believe I fell down in the shower....and I think..no..I am so 100% sure that Iwon't be stepping outta the house for a week...ONE MISERABLE WEEK!!!!!

jorhfbnoebn!!!!!

L.A.Z.Y

2010-03-17T15:44:00.001+08:00

I feel so lazy to blog! Gosh, plus some more, I feel like there's nothing interesting to blog about anymore. =( SAD CASE.

Anyways, you know how loootsa famous artistes always come together and helped out whenever another country needs help? Like Haiti's earthquake victims. Y'know, those are the times when you really felt the LOVE that still exists in world. =)

Anyways, I downloaded the new version of MJ's "We Are The World" some time ago and loved it instantly.... BUT I didn't watch the video until last Saturday!! I don't know what but you can actually feel something through the tv screen. I actually had goosebumps tingling all over my arms when I watched it. I love it when everyone comes together and work together for one purpose only, and that is to help! These people have fame and they're using it to help people in need. (Seriously, if anyone one of them is using this to gain more fame,then I hope it's on their conscience!) And heck! Even Kanye West is involved.wtflol. Seriously guys, you have to watch it. FEEL THE LOOOOVE~~~ LOLwtf hahaha...

Here's the video, guys... =p
WATCH IT! XD

Oh...and before I watched the video... I thought the one singing the intro was a female singer...only that I couldn't recognize her voice. BUT IT WAS JUSTIN BIEBER!!!!! I actually LOL-ed when I watched the whole video on Youtube again!(I miss the front half when I first watched it on tv) Anyways, I loved how it goes from Justin's to Jennifer's! And Orianthi and Santana's in on it too! XD AND I TOTALLY COULD NOT RECOGNIZED BABRA SREISAND!! wtf was wrong with me. -.- but Nick kinda ruined it at 4:18 =( He always seems like he's straining his voice. and Enrique's voice is supper sexy at 2:55!! HAHAHA!!! Ok... I'm back..I'm back.. sorry... lol There are like over 80 artistes singing in this version. Too bad not everyone gets to have solo. =( 80+ singers lah...aduhh...

MJ FTW!!! ♥

'Til then...
*hippie voice* feel da luuuv~~~

WTF-ness // Que Sera Sera

2010-03-12T14:01:00.001+08:00

lj;vnirvbifuvb iosrbvfkd!!!!!! fvknmdso1!!!!!

Gahhh... I feel like shit....... I know what's done is done.. but there's still this feeling that I wish life has an 'Undo' button...and I can always click back to where things went wrong. =(
The weird thing is my mum didn't nag or anything...weird! And I'm the one giving myself the hard time here.

But unfortunately, this is real life. There are no 'Undo' buttons. Feeling regret ain't gonna change anything. We have to move on. I am suppper dupperrrr upset even though I don't look so on the surface. I feel depressed but I don't act so(good things I guess?). Ok..Depression is nothing to joke about. -.- I feel near-depression? wtf
Bahh...anyways...... I seriously hope my chances of going to Taylor's are still there. Even though it's slim. I do not.... I repeat DO NOT wanna go to Curtin. =( I'm not saying it's a bad Uni or whatev. But c'mon lah... Who won't choose going to another place to further studies? Plus there are some faces at Curtin that I have been seeing waaaaay too much of in secondary school -.-

=( *mope*

All 11 subjects.... sigh

The only thing I'm happy about...lol but still...

LOL bangga bah! Haha

IT'S OFFICIAL!!!

There's this part of me that still wants to go to school. Okay, I admit it...not for the classes..but just to be able to see my friends and hang with them.

I miss rushing to the canteen because the TomYam Beehun would always be sold out.

I miss lunch time and thinking of where to go. I miss hearing "Mr. Thoo 来了!!! 他来了!!!" *everyone srambles back to their seats*

I miss lazing at Pete's.

I miss running to class for EST!!! LOL

And who won't miss those free periods?!Talking and talking and talking...Laughing and laughing and more laughter.

I miss my friends. =(

To a more independent, young-adults-life we're all going to lead. I am sure we'll be seeing each other soon.

Que Sera Sera... Whatever will be, will be...The future's not ours, to see.. Que Sera Sera..

'Till then,

XOXO

blankstares wooooeeeee

2010-03-11T01:07:00.000+08:00

I am currently contemplating suicide right now...
This is how crummy I feel at the moment... =(

I think I really suck at driving....parking...I mean.... WTFWTFWTF.....

plus some more, tomorrow.. I mean technically... today is SPM result day??? Holy Shhhh~~!!!!

gahhhhh... I better go sleep.... Hopefully no nightmares like yesterday..... T.T

sniffles

2010-03-07T12:02:00.004+08:00

... I scratched my little Myvi putih again.... T.T
On Wednesday... After Cardio session.... My car "kissed" the metal-thingie-that-was-suppose-to-be-a-~~fucking~~-curb in front of a parking space. This is so effed up. It's the SECOND scratch!!! Bahh, I'll post the photo up... A picture's worth a thousand words. wtflol

=( 1st scratch...during CNY...

I kena Sheila's car!! wtf!!

Wednesday's scratch...sigh...celaka betul

Just the most front part..the lil' black thing on upper left and right corner is dirty nia...-.-

Anyways, went to the beach and met up with Stepfanie, Eva and Siik Ee. Had satay and played on the crazy see-saw again... I swear, we played like orang gila. -___- Siik Ee's brother and his friend pushed the opposite side of the see-saw while Siik Ee, Eva and I on the other side. I hope there was no damage to Siik Ee's ass. LOL It really hurts!!! wtf After Eva went home, I waited for Stepfanie to come back to the beach again. Celaka, there was these 3 morons there talking in Mandarin, thinking that I don't understand Mandarin...saying I'm all alone there, playing the swing by myself.. -__- ~~kecibaian~~... At that time, I played it cool but I soooo feel like spitting snide comments at them..in MANDARIN AND PROPER ENGLISH. Anyway,after Stepfanie reach Tanjung we went to Marina and just enjoy the atmosphere there. ^^ Talked and laughed like crazy ass kids. Even though it's just the two of us. But I like. =)

Siik Ee

Eva

I like this one...lol

Stepfanie and I

This is weird from me but...I'm loving cardio!!!! lolwtf... I think it's because more of my friends are there. But mainly because the instructor's so damn friendly... Always smiling.... I want Sheila to go there....T.T LOL! I miss going with Sheila too bahh.... wtflol can laugh at more ~~wrong~~ funny movements.

And SPM results are coming out next Thursday. omfgholycrapwtfwtffmlfmlwthgahhhhomgomgwtflolomfgwth?!?!?!?! ........................................ *deep breath* sigh.......worrying myself shitless...

'Til then...

XOXO

WTF?!

2010-03-02T13:45:00.003+08:00

...okay, so I woke up this morning feeling cold. Just after I pulled up my blankie and lie back down to sleep. My mum pop her head into my room and shout, yes shout me awake. (this last sentence sounds funny, I think there's error?O.o) I was like wth? Morning...already?!?

Seriously? It was soooo frickin' cold. It's like my dad got the A.C souped up or somethin'. I knew it was hazy out 'cuz I could smell it from inside the house. BUT after i showered and got dressed, made myself a bowl of oatmeal(oat-meals are not for old people only horh!), washed up, etc,etc.... and I stepped outta the house and WHAM! It was seriously hazy!!!!

Huh... haze was what cause me to have asthma when I was in kindergarten... Thank God I'm fine now. Amen to that. =)

This was how bad the haze was. This photo was taken on my street.

See? =(

Thank goodness I do not need to go to school no more. Hah. I bet it's very hot and stuffy. Thank goodness last year wasn't as bad as this! It was already bad enough to begin with. -__-

Anyway, the only reason I was up this early was because my parents and my uncles/aunt wanted to go clean up my late uncle's resting place. So we set out to buy a flower and some candles.

Nice no? ^^

I would post up photos of the cemetery but it'd be a lil creepy no?lolwtf

So after that we went for brunch at Kaya & Toast. Never tried that place so I happily went. Haha. Aunt suggest Curry Noodle and the Iced Lime Lychee/Litchi drink. So that was what I got myself.

My half-finished curry noodle. The chicken is huge!! Too bad so little noodle.lol

Instead of eating the chicken, the chicken ate me. =(

Yummy!

Here's the thing, my uncle's ridiculously huge chicken!

I believe it's called Nasi Goreng special? meh.

'Til then, this is pretty much how my morning went...

XOXO

fuhh fuhh fuhh!!!

2010-03-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

.....*deep breath*
so... I went for cardio with my old friend Mary and Stepfanie today. Met Mary's friend. I still couldn't grasp her name. paiseh paiseh.. -___-

It was fun. It's my second time going!! I meant with Mary lah... I've been to Cardio before but with Sheila! ^^ We went last year and I only joined her few times, 6 times i think? ....then SPM trial exams started. Apa lah~ So soi. =( So we stop going. Boo.... Then we didn't really dare go up to that studio to take the schedule... LOL

Today was Stepfanie's 1st time. So she tried for freeeeeeeeee~ (think Bedtime Stories's "A Ferrari? For freeeeeeeeee~~~?" Adam Sandler style) while I had to pay... =( HAHAHA.. There's no free stuff in this damn world. It was pretty funny while watching some other aunties pumped those moves.I don't think we look that appealing either. The only hot one there was the instructor!! HAHA... So it's natural that we all stared at her ridiculously flat slight-cheese-grater-abs stomach. Plus she's so pretty!! lolwtf

Ohhh.which reminds me..... Girls actually look at other pretty/hot/beautiful girls more often than hot guys... maybe 'cuz Miri's hot guys population is almost extinct. T.T *sniffles*

Ohh.. 1st time going..all sweaty.. LOL

Then I ached all over the next day... WTH...then I worried myself shitless about varicose veins all day.. -___-

This is from today!!

Ohh... wth... any rehab program for cam-whoring? LOL. Oh the hell...my cleavage is showing...How to cut/trim a photo using a photoshop program without altering the megapixel thingie ha? I tried but I end up with a white blank where the cut/trimmed part of the photo should be. =( Mine is Adobe but I have no idea how to use it... wtf right?

I wish I had took a photo with Stepfanie and Mary... =( but there's always next time! ^^

And are décolletages a bad thing?? My friend hates them. I think girls who have it should appreciate it!! HAHAHA wtf So appreciate yours dear!! ♥

Oh, and i came up with this quote today. Syok sendiri bah..

"You seek for fame. First choose your stage, but more importantly, choose your spotlight wisely." - Moi! *bangga* -.-"

'Til then..and hope I 'm not gonna be sore tomorrow...

XOXO

I realize that I still like you especially now that you're going soon and I think about you more often =(

Poo...

2010-02-25T15:19:00.010+08:00

...ok ..so I can't do what I initially wanted to do.... That is to blog about my 2010 CNY .... Number 1, I hate posting up photos on blogspot... Feels so sien lor.... Number 2, I am just that lazy.... Okay, y'know what.. let's just try it anyway.....

*the following post may contain looootsa Manglish and veli veli cina de words.. Teehee. lolwtflol

CNY eve,

.....lotsa firecrackers... but not as much as last year. last year's lasted until around 1:40 am!!! O__O This year my next door neighbor's neighbor ain't here. Usually our street would be the nosiest firecrackers fest or something. LOL Too bad this year they were out. =(

The fireworks de 'sai' hit my leg! It wasn't hot though..thank goodness...

Surprisingly easy to crush.. LOL lame.. -.-

Bundaberg!! Yum.. I love the ginger beer from Bundaberg. =D

*a day later*

.. no... literally guys... I start this post yesterday! It is 3.08p.m , 25/02/10 now... I started this post around 4in the afternoon yesterday ..I think?
......ok .. so.. CNY.... hmm... ~~bahh fuck this~~... anyway, this definitely isn't working... all my photos are up on my Facebook. I don't see a point on uploading them here again. Plus, the internet sucks... that's why. If they upload straight away, ok..but no!

Let's do a quick recap anyway. 1st day, I went to my da yi,directly translated, big aunt(mum's eldest sister)'s house. That's what we do every year! =) Her house is just damn hot. You can slow cook a chicken/lamb/pork there. -.- She has way to many visitors, so I just hide upstairs with my cousins and another aunt. Eventually, I fell asleep at a point. LOL Woken up by mum to go home. What a boring 1st day! =(

2nd day... sigh... open house at my place! ^^ BUT, I was told that my mum ordered "just enough" food. "yi su yi su la" (意识意识拉) BUT, I know.. lotsa 'buts'...lolwth.. anyway... as I was saying BUT, turns out there was an abundant of food to be shared! -__- So I quickly invited more friends.. =D LOL BUT(again! lol), too last minute so only a few came lor. Sad case. In the end I went out visiting with my friends...until almost 10 pm. lol I get to play with Sheila's dog Cookie! ♥

Sooo many cars...

...that Alyssa had to park all the way there! LOL

Alyssa who had to go back to NS camp the next day. =(

Camwhoring at Michelle's.

Cookie! Ain't she cute?

3rd day, visiting to my uncle's house. Damn, his wife can cook lah! She makes the best cheesecake! This year is her Blueberry Cheesecake. Yum...

I stuffed my face with this instead of her other food... Ehheh..*paiseh*

4th day sama lah... visiting with la familia. -.-
Went to my dad's friend's house.... It was so boring! My mum and I end up going home first..leaving my dad there with his friends. LOL

Hey, I was too bored! Some open house at my dad's friend house.

Camwhoring... lolwtf

I need new glasses. =(

5th Day, Stepfanie, Jia Hui and Aaron a.k.a Ronikenz came to my house to bai nian. Then we went of visiting other primary school classmates. Fun. =D

Was awoken at 7!!..by lion dance troupe and firecrackers..

Someone's wedding was grand...

Camwhoring early in the morning -.-

After showering and stuffs.. =D

Stepfanie and I ♥

*coughsomeonefinishthewholething!cough*

Stepfanie and Jia Hui

A headless Aaron and ghostly JH lol

6th Day of CNY pretty went the same as the 5th. Except we started out EARLY. I actually put on the alarm and woke up at 6!

Mary's house was the 1st place.. Fifi!! Cute no?

Her adorable lil' butt XD

Dark but yeah.. Sandy's house...

I kinda like this ^^

Was actually trying to take our BROWN eyes..Cali -.- LOL

Stepfanie and SingYi(Sandy)

So we decide to take our version.. heh...

At Joyce's house. ^^

Ahh.. She's back from Aussie! ♥

So CNY is almost over.. Chap Goh Meh will be this coming Sunday. ^^ Then..everything will be back to normal. ..*sniffs* ...normal meaning boring.

And boy, do I feel random!!! I think it's the boredom getting to me. Sad case... Wanna know what's really bothering me?? COLLEGE!!! I am so not ready to resign and say "Okay, ma...I'll just go to Curtin." FML.

.. and I feel like making Youtube Videos... since...form 4 actually.. but I waited until I finish SPM.. now it's been 2 months since I finish SPM. =( Partly because my camera sucks, move one inch and everything becomes a blur. -___-

I know I know, I'm yapping.
buhbye~
'Til then,
XOXO

*all photos are property of Sheryl Lynn and are original and not altered in any other way unless stated. lolwtf

**edited 5.09 p.m .. wth...i actually did it anyway... it all started from "Let's do a quick recap anyway..." lolwtflol boredom makes you more hardworking. LOL
I feel so lazy to check for spelling errors/typos.. so forgive me... =)

Bleerrrgh....

2010-02-22T14:42:00.000+08:00

I feel so lazy to blog.... =(
Should I update on my CNY? Still contemplating whether to or not... Since my CNY photos are all on Facebook...

I'mma miss Sharon... poo... Damn Cineplex..cancel off 7:15 p.m.'s show of Valentine's Day. miri's cinema seriously needs an upgrade. :(

'Til when I feel more rajin. wtf
XOXO,
Sheryl.

Roooaaarrr.... / Karma's a bitch too, it bites back.

2010-02-17T02:01:00.006+08:00

It's the 3rd day of the Chinese New Year...and it's the year of the Tiger! But too bad CNY this year ain't that fun no more... =( Some of my besties aren't in Miri.

I'll ~~probably~~ update on my CNY when I'm more free... ~~Or not, if I'm lazy, which I'll probably be.~~

Yes.... Fuck my life... Fuck my life.... Happy? Dramatic much? Geez...

Since you're so kind to mention me, abide anonymously... I was thinking I will return the favor.[note the sarcasm just fyi.]

He who rejects change is the architect of decay. The only human institution which rejects progress is the cemetery. - Harold Wilson

I hope you change.. Not entirely all of what makes you you.. 'cuz ..well.. that's what makes you, you... But change some for the better. That's not asking too much now is it?

As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them. - John F. Kennedy

I hope you do.

Do tell a friend anything you would conceal from an enemy. - Proverb

Therefore, I told you instead of just keeping quiet. For not many people (that I know of that knows you) like you if you wanna know the truth. Blog readers/Facebook friends that don't know you personally(meaning met/hang out/talked to/actually knows you before) don't count.And I'm telling you because you (admit it) got into some deep shit because of your blog.

Two persons cannot long be friends if they cannot forgive each others' little failings - Jean De La Bruyere

I forgive you, and I'm trying to help you. You sometimes speak without thinking (讲话要通过大脑想, yes I know my Chinese sucks ass.) and insult people, really insult people. But I still talk to you instead of ignoring you like how I normally would. Really, you like getting on people's nerves? No right?

I would love to continue more.... but my mum is nagging non-stop. So I gotta end it here. And since you asked, I did it. Like you said (even though no one actually add, delete, re-adds, add, delete, re-adds...and so on....).. there's always the "Add as Friend" button that won't go away.

Yes, I did Google for these quotes. Yeah Google.

Feel free to complain more to your other friends. That's what you'll do anyway. Judging by your current attitude and personality. Unless you've change overnight, that I'm not convinced though.

Nightie night dearies.

XOXO

Fats....

2010-02-10T01:39:00.002+08:00

...the worst creation on Earth.
Trust me, I've lived with 'em since I came outta my mama's ~~vah-jayjay~~ vagina.I'm just kidding. I was a cesarean born kid. Well, the point is, I was a fat kid.. and sadly, still am. =(

Have you ever wondered...
What if celebrities are fat too????
They have personal trainers and stuff(I know, that's not fair!!), but imagine if they don't have the perseverance keep to a healthy diet and workout routines without a personal trainer...

Rihanna can't share that umbrella-ella -ella now...

Footballers' wife have all the gourmet food they want...

Now tell me whatcha want..whatcha really really want...

Rehab serves good food.. sign me up!LOL

....

Guess who people??

Megan Fox of course... That was so not Jeniffer's body..

I thought MK had an eating disorder?!

She fed herself those Cal Teen bars??

All the single ladies~ now put yer hands up~

Oww... try running in Baywatch like that..

I use to idolized her since I was 9 'til I was 12.. I still lover her..^^

you know what they say.. Stars are blind...

Yeah babeh..Time for a party in the U.S of A!!

Ok... All the above photos are ~~obviously~~ photoshopped.~~And obviously I Googled for some other celeb photos and stumbled onto them.~~ Cool huh? LOLwtfLOL

Signing off~
XOXO,
yours truly...

If I could punch you without getting into deep shit, trust me buddy, I would.

Somehow..amusing

2010-02-04T21:38:00.008+08:00

I listen to boys Like girls in form 3.. you listen to B.L.G in late form 4..
I listen to Korean songs in form 2.. you form 3 start when I already lost interest..
I listen to Jonas Brothers in form 3(yes, i admit it.. gosh)..Form 4 then everyone's all "ahhh! the JoBros!!!"
I start listening to Paramore early form 3.. you form 4..
I listen to NeverShoutNever since beginning of form 5..you recently...
I watched Justin Bieber aka Kidrauhl 2 years ago...You listen to him recently and gush about him..like you're such a huge fan and you know the most popular songs -.-
I listen to Lady Gaga early form 4.. you guys recently became crazy about her..
wtf man... Then it looks as if you guys are more "in" than like that lo... go die la.. I don't care if I'm using broken English right now.. All the anger, frustration and disappointment is bubbling up again...(not only sien about this la..got othher problems..just I am suddenly reminded of some stuffs by certain people who post in FB that they're listening to the most hottest music like that...)

...so conclusion.. I'm uncool lorh.. is that it?
Sorry lah... Just very angry and emo bah.... Sien....

*all "you's" are not referring to only one person. TQ

Maybe that's one of the reason I wanna go to the States so frickkin' badly...
I just wanna start over..... =( ...at a place I grow so fond of just because I watch waaayyy too much tv!!! LOL
1st place.. KL!!! Hopefully I can go... I think my mum lets me....*uncertain look*
Ehhe.... heh... -___- ok...lame...

Anyways...i'm rambling aimlessly...
Signing off~

Lazy lazy me...

2010-02-01T16:30:00.006+08:00

I've been slacking lately... No mojo to bloggo.. Ok.. That sound weird.. I suck at rhyming...

Anyways.. With Mika's "Relax" blasting from my speakers... I am just typing aimlessly on my keyboard... :(
Life isn't looking up these days...

College is always on my mind... I'm now with the dilemma of choosing ADP(American Degree Transfer Program) or ICPU(International Canadian Pre-U). You see, I've always wanted to study in America since I was a little kid.. Blame it on tv.. Yes, I grew up watching shows like Sesame Streets, Barney and Friends and channels like Nickelodeon, Disney, Hallmark and such... You name it.. I never watch chinese programs...or listen to chinese songs. and stuff... And all through primary school and secondary school I felt like I can't fit in.. No one was talking about Good Charlotte/Simple Plan or Hilary Duff/Jesse McCartney or Michelle Branch... no one was talking about Lizzie McGuire or Suite Life of Zack and Cody.. Everyone was watching Taiwan shows and bla blahhh.... (But thank God I've found a group of friends that I clicked with and I love them to bits♥) .. yes I know.. I'm rambling..-.-

And now is college time!! I can finally go somewhere to start anew.. Initially I waited all my life for college so I can go to a place filled with "angmo" but now I just want to find myself.. Learn to be independent and be the person I want to be. You know, all those growing up stuff... I wanted ADP straight away when I first learned that there was a program that allows me to go to the States. BUT .. Yes.. There's always a big fat but. There is always factors to consider; eg: financial problems, locations, safety issues etc etc... Ugh...

And then there's my mum... I feel so guilt ridden that I wanna go to the States. =( It's not like her health is getting any better.. She's not young y'know. I'm worried that she'll worry herself to crap about me being away so farrrr...... Ugh.... God.... But I love how schools in the States are always so cool.. Ok.. Maybe college won't have lockers that I have always wanted... but still... *pout* plus, the States offer so much opportunities.. unlike .. well... Let's just say in Malaysia my field of study will be a little bit limited... :( poo...

Anyways.. I'm going crazy decidiing whether to pick ICPU or ADP.... DID YOU KNOW THAT ONE EFFING YEAR OF STUDYING IN AMERICA, I NEED ONE HUNDRED AND TWENTY THOUSAND BUCKS?????!?!?!?!?
More poooooooooo...................
Ohhh..fml...

I'mma go mope now.... 'Til next time Y'all..

Sometime you just gotta be a 'lil selfish...but the thing is... I don't know when is the right time... - ME! lolwtflol

Officially NOT a virgin anymore!!!

2010-01-28T23:10:00.009+08:00

............
Virginity lost officially on 25th January 2010.
Whadya think? I meant my hair like duh. Don't go thinking what not...
My hair has been dyed and straighten... Ok.. it was half a virgin before..having only been straighten plus the zig zag perm..
NOW... it's been dyed so it's not a virgin anymooore.... *gasp*

-___-
Anyways...
Finally went out today with Grace, Tania and Aaron.. 'cuz my mum was being psycho on me the past few days...so I have to be "guai guai" and stay at home......
I told Aaron 10:30 but I was late..again.. LOL but who gives a shit... HAHAHA
Picked up Grace as usual and met up at Miss Yii's office... *sigh*
I really really really wanna go to the States... but now I'm thinking that's not possible anymore... Fees added up with the living cost blablah are like fucking expensive... It'll burn a hole in the bank account... =(
Goodbye dreams~ Goodbye California~
-.- ok ok... I'll stop...
Back to the day's on goings...
After Miss Yii's we went to pick up Tania... =D She's back from KL!!!
Oh yeah.. Almost forgot... FREE lunch at Double Star thanks to Grace's "popularity"... -.-
Watched Toothfairy and fuhh! The movie I've been waiting for Cirque du Freak! Starring Josh Hutcherson~~ XD lolwtflol
And Grace got free tickets sponsored by us 3... -__- and she watched both movie twice.

And since someone just had to post up fugly photos of me on his blog... Here's revenge!!!!

Miss Yii blocking her face.. lol

Aaron always starting camera wars.. -__-|||

Nahh... Man Bitch.. He came up with that name-.-

Tania being shy

Huh!!! Aaron's hairy legs!

Virgin forest of leg hairs...plus the 17 bucks CROCS lol

Stooopid yellow lighting...

Hmm.. better...

Camera gila-ness...

Nose-picking... lolwtf jkjk

Cincai take also better that Aaron's photography skill la...

Err....

Huh.. Only Grace look at the cam...

Voila..more forest hair... HUMPH!

Ohh.. Found this flawsome video... Check it out... Go!!!

Nighty night people... =) Be flawsome!

Ok.. I'll delete the fugly photos ONLY IF Aaron delete the photos in his blog.

Why I like it longer?

2010-01-19T18:46:00.027+08:00

...why every girl wants it to be loooong... guys of course wants it to be loooong...
The loooonger the better, the loooonger the sexier, the loooonger the wilder and juicier ain't it? XD
Bahaha.. now now people, don't let your thoughts go straying...
This is anything, I repeat anything.. but obscene....
"Why?" you ask?

Because..........................
*drum-rolls*

it's the incredibly, wonderfully loooong LG's new Chocolate phone (BL40)

* crazy screams*

Telling you all about it will be too loooong for this short post.
But then again, looong is the new short these days isn't it my little darhhhlings?
Oops, Even now I'm elongating my speaking....
Anyways, back to why I like it loooong....

Loooong has always been in style..... and it's back with more oooomph...

LOOOONG = ELEGANCE

LOOOONG = SEXY

LOOOONG = BEAUTY

LOOOONG = LUST

LOOOONG = err...umm..hehe..let's just skip this one eh? NEXT!

LOOOONG = EXOTIC

LOOOONG = EROTIC

LOOOONG = POWERFUL

Ahh... I NEED a new phone soooo bad...
Why?
1, My current phone is short! I have to pull it down to my mouth whenever i speak into it like a walkie-talkie and put it back to my ear to listen for responds.. Uh huh.. that sucks eh?
2, my phone is oooold.... and is not anything near the LG Chocolate phone (BL40)..
3, well.. my phone just plainly sucks.. give a 17-year old a break why dontcha? T.T I can't afford a new phone... my allowance just doesn't allow it... *sniffles* and I'll be heading to college soon... I ~~want~~ need the Chocolate... Well.. who doesn't right? It's ooooziiiing with glamor and fabulosity...

This is how bad my phone is.. and it's so short!! *grumbles*

Sigh... This is the Gisele Bündchen of all cellphones.

So here's to the new LG's Chocolate phone (BL40)......
Elegant~
Sexy~
Beautiful~
Lustful~
Exotic~
Erotic~
Powerful~
with the OOOOMPH to match up........

... and it's loooong list of yummy features....

4" HIGH DEFINITION LCD :O and it's protected by tempered glass

5 megapixel camera with Schneider-Kreuznach lens?!!!?! [no idea what's that but it sounded too cool BAHAHAHA ok ok.. i'll go google it..-.-"..ok.. apparently they're famous photographic lens makers.. OMFG.. I ~~WANT~~NEED IT!!!]

Dual Screen UI

Theatre-like movie player XD eep!

Better 3D graphics and intuitive responsiveness

Quick and Effortless One-touch copy and paste for transferring content even more

Wi-Fi, Bluetooth and A-GPS *swoon*

High speed 7.2 HSDPA provides speedier internet and e-mail [ahhhaha~ Don'tcha just love this phone?!?!]

..........and the list goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on..........

*coughs* ok.. I'll stop there...

Anyways.. I'm rambling.... For more info, just go to their website. ^^

I hope I did well.... If not.. Ahh.. at least I've tried... This is my first competition sorta thing... Having my fingers crossed!! =D *begs down on knee..pleaaaaase Nuffnang pleaaaase*
What?? That wasn't me..

BAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

2010-01-18T22:58:00.006+08:00

omfg... I should have like shared this the day I saw it... It's been 3 days I watch this again... This is wayyy toooo hilarious to not share...

hit me with your pet shark~~~ oh yeah... namigusta...of love~~
LMAO
well... toddle ho~

EVANGELINE~~~~~

2010-01-18T20:27:00.003+08:00

please...please...please.......

If you don't already know, that was a part from The Princess and the Frog. =)

I went to the education consultant today with Grace and met up with Aaron and JH... I haven't seen JH in like 5 years... =.=" Gosh... masih sama lah....
I FREAKING WANT AMERICAN DEGREE TRANSFER PROGRAM!!!!!

Anyway, We went to Parkson...which is the only decent place to go to... And it's not even that great of a shopping mall... but at least it house a cinema, bowling alley, archery place thingie, and "great" eating outlets.... so yeah...
Ate at McD..everyone was starving XD Watched Princess and the Frog, end up going to Starbucks for Hot Choco 'cuz everyone was practically freezing... lol and walk around... because there is literally nothing else to do..unless you wanna shop for clothes...

I would post photos but I'm too lazy.. plus there's nothing good to post up here... actually there is..but there are not in my camera.. =( even if they were I can't.. that would be mean... fugly photos... T.T

Overall.. I had fun.. Ohh.. And I bought this really cute tee.. photos can be seen at Aaron's blog..since he already post it up there... Zzz....

So yeah... time to continue with my last post which is only halfway done... since I was sleepy last night already.... Crap... Over and out~

Josh Hutcherson......

2010-01-18T00:35:00.009+08:00

...........is getting cuter every time I see him.... *sighs* Bahahaha.....

I used to think he's nowhere near good lookin' and he looks like the typical ang mo with freckles and all... you know... lol
So anyway, he stared in Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant. His other flicks includes Little Manhattan, The Polar Express, Zathura, Bridge to Terabithia and Journey to the Center of the Earth. Plus many more .. it's just that I didn't watch some of them before.. haha...

He used to look like this....

and this.......

to this... puberty can make or break you....

and i think puberty has done a good job on Josh...

*swoon* since he looks sooo good here... XD

This is from a scene from Cirque du Freak along with co-star Chris Massoglia.

Sigh.. too bad he played the angry character but never mind..
He still looks cute.. Bahaha

*looks up to "Evangeline"*

please ....... please....please...... LOL i just wanna meet him.. not marry him.. Zzzz....
peace out~ <3

I am Mojo jojojojojojojo~~~

2010-01-16T18:10:00.013+08:00

Suddenly I have the mojo to blog again.... weird... I know... -.- wtf
Anyway... Was texting with my friend Aaron a.k.a Ronikenz.. and he asked me to get a tattoo together. Uh huh. Of all people I didnt expect him to want one.. LMAO. Sorry Aaron. And he wanted one BEFORE Chinese New Years.. omfg... No way.. My mum would freak out on me. SOTT!!! Even though i think my mum let.. I think... Teehee...

BUT of course if I were to get one, I would wanna get one(or possibly more) from....drum rolls please.... non other than KAT VON D!!! =D

She's a sick tattoo artiste and one of the most respected and sought-after tattoo artists in the world. All her artworks are fuckin' awesome if you ask me... Kat's of German and Spanish-Italian decent and born in Mexico. =) Though she mainly specialize in finel line, black and gray ink arts. She's got mean skills in life-like portraits. She's had celebrities clients like Jeffree Star, Jason Mraz, Jared Leto(oh so hot), Eve and also Mike Valley(awesome skateboarder^^).

I've come to know of her from a show called Miami Ink that I use to watch on Discovery Travel and Living. LOL Along with five other awesome tattooist, Ami James, Chris Nunez, Chris Garver, Darren Brass and of course cool Japanese dude, Yojiro 'Yoji' Harada. =) Some of their celebrities clients include, Jeffree Star(again), Sunny Garcia and Anthony Bourdain. Ohh, I would want Ami or Chris Garver to ink me. They're cool and pretty great artistes. =D

Ami James. =)
(DON'T ask him to make a tattoo if your tats include a crucifix or rosary..those sorts)

Chris Garver
(nice dude! gave Kat one of his skateboard when she was leaving XD)

Chris Nunez

(baaad partying habits -___-|||)

Darren Brass
(crazy ex-girlfriend!!! LOL)

Yoji Harada
(his daughter is cute!!! Eep~ AND he practiced on a swine skin for his 1st tat :o)

Ink Power~~!! ... ok..*cough* lame.. -__-|||

....somehow both Chris' and Darren are like super hairy.. Eek.. Hormonal much? Only Ami..who's an Israelite and Yoji(he's Asian so duh) are..actually normal... LOL

Ok.. back to Kat! She quit school when she was 14 and decided she wanted to be a tattoo artiste. How cool. She start tattoing at the age of 16.. 16 dudes!! Surprisingly, she loves playing classical piano 'cuz she loves listening to heavy metal music. AND she got a Guinness World Record for "Most tattoos given by a single person in 24 hours". A total of 400 fucking tattoos was done by her in one day!!!! And all profits preceeds to charity! XD Much disappointingly, that record was broken by another dude named Robbie 'Coon' Koch with 577 tats. Bahh, fuck him. lolwtf. Sadly(well actually not really..lmao), she left Miami Ink because she had a row with Ami Jame(who's had a reputation of being hot tempered).... and tadaa~~~ Hello, L.A Ink!!!! =DDDDD Kat opened a shop in Hollywood called High Voltage Tattoo. Also, 2 other workers in her tattoo shop in L.a are Hannah Aitchison and Kim Saigh, who are also awesome tattoo artistes. Anyway, l.A Inks is at it's 4th season! Yeah.. though I didn't watch in quite some time already. lol

L.A Ink babehhh~~

Here's the awesome Kat Von D!! XD

Nice no?

Ahhh love this pic.. =D

I personally love this one.. ^^

If you want to get a tattoo from Kat not that easy hor... need to book a freaking appointment from her site and you need to have the patience for it because she's too fucking famous!!! Here's the link to Kat's tattoo request form. =)

Here are some of Kat's ink arts.. XD

Ahh..so fully detailed..

Marilyn Monroe!

ohh kiss kiss.. lolwtf

Skulls!!

Me likey =)

ohhh.. this is definitely my fav!

Mama Mary~

Marilyn again! Truly an icon

Words... L.A babehh..

I just like the pattern.. lol

Ahhhh...... Quite satisfied with this post... I work hard on it okaaayyy??! Few hours here ahh.... Googling for photos(that exceeds my expectations) ain't easy ok??
'Til then y'all... Ciao~

boredom reeks

2010-01-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I'm a selfish fake
You're always a true friend
And I don't deserve you
'Cause I'm not there for you
Though I wish I would be
--- Flyleaf

Revenge is sweeter than you ever were~ mmm~

2010-01-13T13:48:00.006+08:00

Ahh Taylor Momsen........played Cindy Lou in "The Grinch"??!?!
... And..and..and... she's only frickin' 17... wtf..and she's 5'8" for Pete's sake...

And Kendall Jenner's like 5'9" at 14??! What are these people feeding their children?
Okay.. let's not compare them with 6 ft.+ models now shall we.. -___-
Ohh.. ang mo's and their tall genes.....Sheryl wants those gorgeous looong DNAs...... poopie...

Taylor Momsen at Sephora's NY store opening...
Mmm...love the outfit...I can imagine Jessica Origliasso wearing something similar..
=)

Kendall is like...2 fuckin' inch shorter than Khloe.... -___-|||
We'll see when is Kylie's growth spurt then.. XD

Ahh I love watching Keeping Up With the Kardashians.. Teehee... It's fun watching them going all insane and beserk.... Somehow, Khloe and Kourt loves bashing each other's boobs... (",) Ouch...

Anyways... toodles...

Ba da ba ba da ba ba da~~

2010-01-05T20:07:00.002+08:00

Ok...I'mma just jumble everything all together... =(
So here goes, I HAVE BEEN WASTING MY TIME THESE DAYS.... Gahhhh....
Pretty much, all I ever do is eat, sleep, go online, Facebook! Youtube! And repeat the whole process all over again... viola. That has been the oh-so-fascinating-life of Sheryl Lynn Chan. Boo.

I tried writing but it doesn't work. It ain't therapeutic for me, obviously 'cuz I would get frustrated by myself.
Still learning how to use my PowerDirector! Wish me luck! XD
I should practice my piano. but..but...but... I like playing guitar more. Now I just felt guilty 'cuz my parents bought me the huge and NOT-SO-CHEAP piano for me. ahh poopie. =( I wanna continue my piano lesson but my teacher moved to KL and another person replaced her!! I HATE starting over. Plus somemore, I'm supposely Grade 7 but I don't play like a Grade 7... =.=" this sucks. Like totally.

Oh and I've been pretty upset lately, 'cuz all my friends are leaving to study soon. Sharon went to KL today already. Sad. Tomorrow's Kurt's time to leave. Then Saturday Tash and AiHui... Next week AhKham. Gahhh...
I want ADP so baaadddd but I don't know how to tell my parents!!! My mum'd freak and scold me. And come up with her stupid assumptions on why I wanted to go to the States without asking me why I chose ADP. This sucks. To the max. =( Poopie...

Ahh well, I'mma go practice guitar... =) Til then~

BARRRBEEECUUUEE~

2009-12-29T00:00:00.003+08:00

Went to the beach this morning with my friends to have a barbecue. It was fun! =D
Sad to say, the barbecue didn't start off that well .And Felicia left in the end. Poo. =( so sorry we couldn't start the fire. Partly because our "resources" ran out. And partly for unknown reason. We used up the whole pack of fuel tablets. LOL So Keen, Odilo and Kimmie had to buy more.

Anyways, as the day goes on the barbecue wasn't that bad. We got the fire started, thanks to Sharon!!=D Then Odilo and I cooked 'em food. Can't say the satay was that nice though. =( Other than that, things went well. And we made smores!!!! Hehe... I even brought graham crackers! But only Alyssa and I actually made smores, now the only ingedient missing was the chocolate syrup. Haha...

Took lotsa photos and a few videos today and I plan to mix the videos together. Hehe.. Actually...as a matter of fact, I'm downloading a video editing program now. Hopefully it works! =D Sorry guys, might have to wait for a while to see 'em photos and vids. I feel soooo lazy. Poopy... =(

Oh yeah! Jon bought his airsoft gun and we shot at plastic cups. LOL The BB bullets went right through the plastic cups! Teehee... guuuuunnnnnnssss..... Ngehehehe.... then I went to Sin Liang with my parents and as I was just walking past the toy section where all the guns are, I saw BB guns. And they were only 4.90!!! LOL I almost bought it but it looked so..err...cheap? Luckily I ask the guy to test it and IT SUCKS ASS!!!!! Iiish. Damn M.I.C stuff... LOL. Anyway... I really want an airsoft gun. It's fun! Hahaha...

Ah well, goodnight people. I'mma watch movies. Heh. Borrowed 7 dvds from Sharon. Whoopie-doodah... =.=" LAME! Ok... Goodnight fer real.

Christmas Potluck!!

2009-12-23T21:32:00.010+08:00

....mmm..... *burp*
Boy, am I stuffed. I probably put on 10 lbs already... Hahaha...

I just came back home from my aunty's house. The whole family from my mum's side gathered to feast for Christmas. LOL wtf. Huh, my aunt's house felt like an oven. That's right. NO AC. *faints* wtf. I know. we had to rushed there 'cuz my aunt Nelly said 3 pm reach there. T oprepare stuff and all. WTH. We could have went there at 5. Grr. Plus some more, waiting for my Godma to arrive was a torture. My damn uncle hog the effing tv and watched stoooopid chanels with REALLY OVER DRAMATIC STUPID HOKKIEN SERIES. And he use my grandma as a reason. "Pang koi lai zi beng ho ahma kua. ahma ai kua ane eh." WTF You wanna watch say la. So ke-cb'n. Yes, I loath that uncle of mine. what to do. Relative. 'Terpaksa'... -.-" But who cares, I ended up with the remote control. Who cares about him. I switched to E! and watched the Kardashians instead. LOL

Anyways, dinner time eventually came around...and yipee~ FOOOOOOD~~~ Oh glorious foooood~~~ Yes, I love food. And apparently the food loves me. They won't leave my body and accumulates as the worst creations on Earth : FATS.

My Aunt Liz's salad with French dressing ^^

Baked potatoes for the turkey =)

(Clock wise from left)

The salad, Turkey sauce, Red Wine sauce, mum's beef stew, Red Wine Chicken, and Red wine sause with lemon. Yum~

Lazy to load the rest of the food.. and plus the turkey didn't look like a turkey no more... =( it's cut up into many many many pieces... Ahh poop...

Oh yeah, I pretty much ignore one of my uncle there. Just walked right pass him, greeted my grandma, other uncle and aunties and pretend as if he's not there. Call me rude but he started it. Huh. But syok la just now 'cuz he seems to know it. LOL

Anyways, we end up taking photos with my grandma by the end of the night. Wish my aunts had change a better shirt for my grandma. =( Iiish. Anyway, would have post up those photos but I'm lazy, plus my face was probably caked with 3 inches of SEEEEBUMMMM due to the humidity and the oven-like heat in my aunt's house. Too bad. Heh. But who cares? LOL

Boredom breeds creations........

2009-12-22T17:28:00.006+08:00

.........I'm hoping so. HEH.

Anyways, I forgot to mention a teeny winsieee thing in my last post... In my haste to finish before my mum yells at me....

BRITTANY MURPHY HAS MOVED ON TO THE OTHER SIDE. T________T

This is just so sad. Read the newspaper this morning and it reminded me of her death. Again. SIGH.
I loved her since I watch Clueless. LOL That plump kid with huuuuge brown eyes who falls for skater dudes. Haha. And how can you resist Gloria from Happy Feet??! Oh.. Unlimate cute-ness~~
And.... Ramen Girl. I love that movie....

R.I.P
Isssh... another good actress gone

Gahh.. gloria from HappyFeet. Don'tcha just wanna cuddle her?

More later? Maybe? Idunno. See Ya.

Hola~ I'm baack!!

2009-12-21T23:25:00.008+08:00

.............Err... Not really.. ehhe...

Anyways.. Today is... is... Err... How do I say this? Bahh humbug.. I'll type it in Chinese then.. I know I suck at Chinese but I'm not that bad...

*cough*

TODAY IS.... 汤圆 DAY!!! ^^

But sadly, my grandmamaaaa can't help us this year. =( Age is catching up to her... Ahh poo.. Damn old age. Usually, grandma, mum and I would be rolling 'em 'tang yuan' because we were doing it for the entire la familia~ But this year it's just my mum. Since she's only doing it for 3 persons. My dad, herself and moi. =D Long story short, my aunts make their own this year. And didnt even bothered to call us. Ugh. Yesh, I'm a lazy daughter and idn't help my mum roll the 'tang yuan' but she didn't really yell at me to help her. ... but but but... I did help fan her and wipe her forehead!! >.<

So here they are! XD

My silly bowl~ =D

My mum's silly bowl! LOL

Yeah, I know.. my camera sucks ass.

Pink and white 'tang yuans' ^^

Not so clear image again... poo...

p/s, this was type before 22nd Dec.. LOL

... Broken wings?

2009-09-25T14:54:00.006+08:00

I haven't been on my blog for quite some time, because I just hate how I feel when I open my blog. I can't believe one little mistake can just affects us so greatly.
Why does the past always comes back and haunt us? When we try to forget it and just leave it behind??
I guess things have changed and it's not like last time.
I miss how I'd tell you anything.
I miss how you'd tell me anything.
I miss how we'd laugh till out cheeks aches.
I miss you guys. ='(
Zzz.... I feel so emo....

Dammit... my computer's running low on memory.... Gaahhhhh!!!

Thank you for being such a friend to me
Oh I pray a friend for life
And have I ever told you how much you mean to me
Oh, you mean so much to me
I'm thinking all the time
How to tell you what I feel
I'm contemplating phrases
I'm gazing at eternity
I am floating in serenity

And I am so lost for words
And I am so overwhelmed

Please don't go just yet
Can you stay a moment please
We can dance together
We can dance forever

Under your stars tonight
We'll live and breathe this dream

So close your eyes
but don't dream too deep
And please pass me some memories
And when I fall you're underneath
1000 broken hearts
Carried by 1000 broken wings

I feel... emo? NOO~!!!

2009-07-11T20:28:00.003+08:00

... ... ...

So......
It's been what? About a month since my last post? That's 'cuz there's been a few assholes aiming at other people's blog saying craps.. Craps that's just not even worth a dime...
... and I just don't know what I'm rambling about...
Gahh.. Who cares??!

So anyways.. My blog's back to "everyone-can-read" mode... =D Though... I don't think anyone reads mine...so... yipee~

2 weeks ago was "Hari Mesra IbuBapa" or something like that .. in our school.. Sort of like a"Parents-Teachers Meeting". And our parents have to PERSONALLY be in the school to take our Semester 1 results... Yeah.. I know.. I agree.. DOOMS DAY. And it is.
It's been 2 weeks and my mum's still scolding.
I can't believe I was THAT UNFORTUNATE ENOUGH TO GET BOTH TEACHERS!
I want Ms. Menaga only!!!!! GGGRR~~~ mana tau.........fuck man.. I'm so mad even though it's been 2 weeks... i dont even care i'm writing with improper English!!! AARRGH!! Why I'm so soi i dunno... iish.. i mean.. it's not like it not bad enough.. she had to go and like fcking add her ten cents worth of crap. I mean it's not even worth ten friggin cents!!! I mean my mum was clearly mad and had steams coming out of her ears.. Well.. not literally anyway but.. she had to go and like 火上加油. WTF??! Other ppl heng heng kena Ms. Menaga only... So lucky.. I guess Lady Luck wasn't on my side but... WHY MEEEE????!

*takes deeeeeep breath*

Thanks to all that shit. Home feels like a battlefield to me. Everyday I come home to my mum's endless nagging. NOT ONLY IS SHE NAGGING. SHE WON'T STOP SCOLDING ME. EVERY SINGLE THING I DO THAT SHE DOES NOT SEE EYE TO EYE, SHE SCOLDS. I mean... Gimme some space dude. I know I should study harder and stuff. AND I'm really trying might I just add. IIISH!

Oh yeah. Some updates.

Our school's English Drama Team won!!! Yeah~~~ I feel so proud. Even though I feel left out and stuff but I keep reassuring myself with other matters. I almost broke down when Mrs. Tiong ask me :"Aren't you suppose to be in the team?" My eyes instantly got all watery.. Anyways... Love you guys!! Kick some ass in State's Level guys!

I have 3 add maths tuition per week.
Mon: 6-9pm [some dude from College]
Tues: 3:45 - 5:15 [Ms. Jane.my regular one so i don't mind]
6-9pm [UGH!! WTF?! .. same dude.. but with form 4 ppl.. =.="]
Thurs: 3:45 - 5:15[Ms. Jane]

And it's like aaaaallllll the way at Morsjaya!!! WTF??!?!?!?! I had to get ready like.. half an hour before tutuion time...
*chants "4 more months.. 4 more months.. FOUR MORE FRIGGIN MONTHS...!!"*

I [half]wish I have Sylar's power, "intuitive aptitude", which is the ability to innately understand and manipulate patterns within complex systems a.k.a the brain? I would so find a genius, slits his head open alive(!!) and just replicate his brain system. muahaha... Gosh.. I'm so sadistic sometimes. *slaps selfs* (well not really.. not that dumb)

I just learn driving 2 weeks ago!
Yesterday was my 2nd day and my instructor ask me to go Lutong already! Insane.........
LOL. It was so funny but it's kind of a long story....
My car almost "die engine" at the TRAFFIC LIGHT. So embarassing! And his friend was behind my car. He actually called my instructor and ask about it.. WTH... LMAO Mortifying much?
And my instructor even has a band of his own... That's quite a news.. =.="
So far.. driving's fun.. HAHAHA
And he says I LEARN FAST.. *bangga moment*

Anyways.. I'm rambling.
I need to clear other activities on my pc so I can resume downloading songs *coughsillegallycoughs* of course...

Tata y'all.. (if there is anybody out there... *cue crickets sounds..*)
Ah well.. Good night...

*may be edited...

WHY??! Dunno what to put for title.. =.="

2009-06-07T22:39:00.010+08:00

D'siree woke up with a weird mix of confusion.
She didn't know what to expect. Yeah, it is her birthday and all but from past experience.. She has learn not to expect too much.
She warn herself not to expect much. Still, her heart fails her. She expects her friends to remember... to treat her like her other friends get treated when it comes to their birthday.
Sure, they remember.
She got a message from Genevieve. She was really happy bout that. She didn't forget. Even though she's not exactly in Miami and she's all the way in Palm Springs.
They sing that "Happy B'day" song when she stepped into extra Biology on that Saturday. She feels happy and a bit embarrased of course. People were staring.
Then no one really talks to her, they talk among themselves. Aliyah made her a card! That was so thoughtful of her and it made D'siree felt happy. She even kept it in her book all the time. Then after, Aliyah just mostly talked with Sadie the whole time. Sadie chatted with Sierra.... D'siree just sits there alone. Secretly hoping someone would talk with her. But obviously, no.
So...
She tried to strike up conversations with them. But they didn't make efforts to continue the conversation too. So she went back to staring at the Biology book, pretending she needs to concentrate.

During chemistry tuition that afternoon. Natalia wished her a happy birthday and give her half a hug(they were sitting down). She forgot to bring her present for D'siree but that's ok. Her effort means a lot to D'siree.
Tuition went through as usual.
After tuition, as she went down the stairs Kayla was at the bottom of the stairs, leaning against the wall with a smug smile on her face.
On the chair next to her was a big box of donuts from Big Apple with candles stuck on them. She lighted them and ask D'siree to blow them and make a wish. D'siree did so. She was momentarily surprised but truth be told. She loved the gift but she didn't see like they did. They as in Aliyah, Sadie, Kayla and Raine. Kayla was so proud that donuts was more special than cake. But maybe it's because D'siree was smiling non-stop 'cos she didn't forget her birthday after all. Heck, D'siree will even settle for a cake anytime! Even though she doesn't like some food as a present. It'll end up poop the next day. (lol jk!)

D'siree got an iPod, a Rip Curl flip flops, and a Rip Curl cap. BUT all from her DAD. She got 200 bucks and a heart-shaped box from her Godma too. Her mum got her a set of headphones for her pc. And a Majolica Majorca mascara from Natalia. That was it. Majority of the gifts were from family. Only the mascara was from a friend. She really really loved it. Natalia didn't made her feel forgotten.

D'siree always hated that her birthday falls on Semester exams. Hell, they couldn't even go out together. That's probably why people don't bother. She acted happy but truthfully she wasn't. You might say she was being unreasonable to expect more but she's sick of it because THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN! All the freaking time.

3 weeks passed and it was Natalia's birthday. They were all meeting up at the mall to catch a movie and then a dinner. Natalia got lots of present from her friends. D'siree and Aliyah had planned to buy her SkinFood in school 'coz Natalia didn't dare to went into the shop and they did. D'siree bought her SkinFood mask, Skinfood Nose Patch and a 36 bucks necklace(was to be shared with Aliyah..). Apart from that Natalia got a hell lot of other stuffs. D'siree couldn't help but feel a teensy bit jealous. Heck, she didn't care but why was it different when it came to her birthday? Unlike Natalia's? Or Kayla's? Or Liana's???! She bets all her life that Sadie's one will be just as great as theirs. Full of people wishing her happy birthday and getting lotsa hugs from friends. What did D'siree do wrong???

All her life, she's the invincible one. She has to constantly put too much effort to get noticed. She had to act like she was happy all the time but when she's all alone she feels sad, depressed even. But who can she talk to?? Her friends wouldn't call her when she stepped into the class. Unlike Kayla, once she set foot into the class, Sadie will go, "KAAAYYYLA!!!!" Aliyah will go "Kaayyyyylaaa~" Or Sadie.. Or Sierra...
When D'siree was upset and sad people ignore her all the more. Why? It's not like she'll bite them! She feels hurt but what can she say? She doesn't wanna be like Keagan. Always talking 'bout his unhappy things, how sad he is. Then they will go up to him and comfort him. Bahh! D'siree thinks that's just plain attention seeking. Though he did get the attention. =) And he end up feeling better.

WTF??!?!?!?!?! I don't even know why I'm writing this!!!
Maybe it's because my blog's in private settings now???
I just wanna go insane and forget about everything.
But even my mum wouldn't let me forget about my unhappy incident. Keep reminding her.
And why is everyone treating me like an outsider today??!?!?!?!?!!
I feel too much??? I think too much.
I bloody hate myself.

*mope*
*AAAAAARRRRRRGGGHH*

*to be edited

one!! one!!

2009-05-26T21:56:00.001+08:00

...............

I went to my aunt's house to visit my grandma for a bit....
And to also pick up the "dumpling" or "zhang" for the "zhang" festival.
My other aunt.... Was watching a replay of a football match....
I forgot which match though... >.<
Anyways... The score clearly say 0-0...
But my aunt, due to her long-sightedness, keeps saying out loud that the score's 1 to 1...
LOL
I saw that it was 0-0 But I couldn't be too sure due to my short sightedness[i refuse to wear specs except for in school and tuition, haha..stubborn me =)], so I went up to the tv to be sure and said loudly "ZERO TO ZERO LAH!!!"
BUT SHE STILL INSIST IT WAS ONE TO ONE!!!!
WTH??
She needs to chuck out her glasses.... =.="

Mother..... Trucker!

2009-05-20T17:01:00.006+08:00

wake up dude....
so fuckin annoying..
kecibaian arr you..

On another matter........
see liaw also dulan!!!
I've never seen such a clingy guy... [I know you agree with me, Alyssa]
If I said who it is... That would have been too obvious.. But now since I have said it here... Well....
It is sorta obvious.... I know you're gonna complained 'bout me...with everyone..like you always do... And maybe they're gonna get mad at me....
But...
IT'S NOT LIKE I GIVE A SHIT.

Shont-day shou-yay shave-hay shother-ay shiends-fray sho-tay shell-yat shour-yay shove-lay- shive-lay sho-tay??!
[guess the sentence Alyssa... =)]

Semester exam!!!!

I AM SO DEAD

[Apparently, I forgot to say "to be edited...." >.<]

I don't know why... But bitching 'bout people[w/ personality i hate(i know ppl have flaws , me too!!)] appeals to me... Ahha.... XD

gaaaaaaggggg

2009-05-15T20:28:00.009+08:00

Weelllll..... To starts things out..
Today's Pn. Marina Tan's Retirement Day....
WE, meaning LemonPeas were asked(i know.. so bangga bah) to perform during assembly and we even got her a lil' some-some...
Look what we bought her!!!

The card we gave her~ =)

Each roses represents eash of us LemonPeas =)

Well.... As I was saying... We were performing... BUT THINGS WENT UGLY..
At least for us, we know.
Some FUCKING FUCKTARDED GRADE-ONE ARSEHOLE ruin it for us... He goes by the name R.T..
Well, mister... I think your mama never teach you not to mess with us LemonPeas...
Why don't you go crawl up in a corner, fuck yourself and fucking die.
You should know that if you have something against one of us.. You have something against ALL of us.
And just for the record...
You're just a fucking no balls pussy who would go that low to ruin our performance.
If you have something unsaid to Kimmie, just say it to her face. Don't be such a wuz!
I could go on calling him names like pussy face, fuckface and more but why waste killing my brain cells?

Quote from a Tash: Do not wish ill for the enemy/foe, plan it.

Hmm....
If I could plot a way to get back at that ass I would ...
... ... lemme see...
tie him up to a coconut tree, pluck the hairs off his balls one by one[owh fuck eew, even i dun wanna do tat], then rammed an effing palm tree up his arse and throw him into a poison ivy bush.

That's how much of a sadist I am.
So....
Who else wanna mess with me???

Uhh....
You guys know I was just venting my anger right??
Owh no no no.... Dun run away!!!! Come back!!
LOL.. jz playin'...

Sooooooo many things have happened that made me just wanna gag... All day long. Luckily for me, I don't have a suppppeeeerrr sensitive gag reflex..
*sing-song voice*
Or else somebody's gonna be busy cleaning up puke~~ a.k.a the cleaners in our school..

Anyways..... I can't exactly point out why.
Blogs aren't entirely private ya know..

Bahh, wtf..
jz naming a few...
- someone whos' so geli that that person make me go EEEEWWWWW
- too many subjects to study for
- some info that got to my ears
- addmaths
- sejarah
- some fucking i'm-a-know-it-all-you-better-listen-to-me.. [my ass, go to hell]

and a few more but I'm just that lazy to mention... Effing deal with it. =)

A variety of things that could set off your gag reflex:
-

to be continued.....
too fucking tired...
(I'm jz randomly typing... will be edited)
Zzzz~

I wonder how many ppl will rmber... Hmm...
3 more hours... Ngahaha.. >.<

Swearing like a damn sailor...

2009-05-13T21:13:00.006+08:00

Fuck... Fuck. Fuck. FUCK!!!
I've been swearing a lot these days. I don't know but ... ah well. Who gives a shit.
LOL. Kecibaian bah.

I know this sounds wrong but I find myself enjoying staring at hot pretty girls. At least I don't lust after them, that would be a hell lot of creepy! I like to be straight, thank you. =)

Anyways, I was watching YouTube and I happen to stumble upon Laci Green. She's so fuckin' funny. Or maybe to me, at least. Hah!

Check out her vid ~~

T I T S OR G T F O!!!

ROFL!! I laughed my ass off over it...
"Open you shirt!" and" Oh my God I so wanna fuck you" was my fav.. Cracks me up..
And she's pretty and SMART. (She's a fucking Pre-Law student. I know right??! lol)
If you can, check out her other vids. Ahha...

I've been writing so much today from doing those damn PEKA's that I can't write a proper sentence just now in tuition.
I so hate SPM. It just makes me feel miserable. Gosh.

Wtf... It's 10 and I feel sleepy already.
Aww shucks.
Tomorrow's a Thursday. I got double account. Hallelujah! I can sleep in class!! LOL

Nights ppl....
*yaaaaawn*

Meeting was fate, becoming your friend was my choice, but liking you....... is totally out of my control! >.<

OMIGOSH

2009-05-07T20:52:00.008+08:00

WTH??!??!
Nooooooooo~~~~~~~
Allison Iraheta should be on top 3, dammit!!!!
It's a conspiracy!!
wtf is wrong with you people??!

Owhkay Sheryl... Calm down.... Breathe Sheryl...
*takes deeeep breath*
Whoo...

Ok... I'm ok... I think...
Owh... American Idol ain't gonna be fun without Allison.... >.<
I'm 100% , no, wait, 110%.. still not enuff.. 200%!! Sure that she'll have an album out pretty soon....
Go Allison!!!!
Ngehehehe...

Oh yeah...
And fuck those who said Allison's voice is raspy or it sucks... She's only 17!!!!!
How awesome is she??!
Try to top her voice if you can you mothaf**kers...

Lalala... I feel random.... I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because I had binned my EST folio... Wahahaha.... It's still not completely done though.. *sigh*

Belting it out... =)

See? she's so cute!
And she's only 19 days older than me! lol

I have an edited one but lazy to upload...

I'm suppose to be writing an essay now. Damn. Well, it's not necessary but just to prepare for tomorrow's essay.
But I feel so lazy.
And I can't help touching my guitar and playing it. =)

Me, myself and my guitar!

And... And.. And!! I can't help myself with Fb's quizzes!!
I am so weak..... T.T
Gosh..... I despise myself sometimes.
Quizzes~~!!!!!!
*click click click*

Likey my guitars?? *wiiiide griiiin*

I feel random. But not random enough to say weird stuff. A tiger must have lived here. =)

Night peeps,
I'm beat.......
(essay UNfinished)

Ciao!
XOXO

*picks up mag and head to bedroom*

Depression...

2009-05-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

I am currently... sinking into a... state of... depression...................
Ugh.....
For some effed up reason I just can't finish my homework/ASSignment/folios before deadline...
WTF is wrong with me? Only God knows...
*siiiigh*

I wish my English is good.
*yells at Ann*
Ann!!! gimme your brain!!!! Or better yet.. Ai HUi!!! She's like a freaking genius.
Whereas I'm flunking my exams.
WTF???!!!!!
Around 6 months to go 'til SPM!!
I'm still in my own laid back world.
And I'm sorta rambling randomly (and annoyingly) I know..... >.< Grace!!! When are you gonna come back??! I miss hanging out with all my BFF's.... Best Fuckin' Friends..... *grins* Hurry up and get SPM over with!! *hyper mode* Muahahaha....

Kimmie!!!!! Feels kinda weird being random alone.... T.T

It's past midnight....
Owh poo...
Gonna go study B.K
Effing exams tomorrow.
Just because some people wouldn't be here next week.

Tata for now....
Zzzzzz~
*snores*
[did i mention i hate studying??]

Owh WTF?

2009-05-03T23:12:00.004+08:00

Oh fuck. (sorry, just feel like sayin' it.)
I just read a girl named EeXin's blog. One of her post was so damn funny I literally laugh my effing arse off. Now I feel like vomiting 'cuz I over-laughed. No. SERIOUSLY. I'm still trying to recover. LOL.

Now I just realize something. I've been too polite in my blog. I'll just say whatever swear words I feel like saying. =)
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Okay, so maybe I'll still hold some back just in case some *coughs* people are just so effing narrow-minded. Yesh, I consider myself as pretty open-minded. *smiles*

Some people are this narrow-minded.

Right. It's 11 p.m and I'm still sitting here in front of my computer screen.
Yes. As a student, a form-5 student to be exact, my life's pretty effed up of you ask me.
My results suck and I'm in deep shit 'cuz I haven't studied. Ugh. Studying just repulse me. Well, those subjects like damn BM, damn Moral Ed and Goddamn Sejarah.
Yeah. These subjects are all in yup, malay langguage. Sorry but I just sucked at Malay.
And i effing forgot 'bout add maths!!!! Oh I'm seriously in deep shit on that one. I'm totally stoo-pit when it comes to numbers. ANYTHING BUT NUMBERS!!!

I hope that luck'll be on my side tomorrow. I think I'mma get in trouble with a few teachers. Well, two actually. Shit.

Ah well, got to go.
Mum's nagging. NON STOP!!!
Lately she's been going on and on about SPM. I said it once and I'll say it again. SHIT.

Signing off~
You guys know you love me. [vain much? *winks*]
Muahs.

P.S/
GRACE!!!! My hairyGua.. I miss you!!!! Come back ASAP!

P.P.S/
I just remembered I didn't do my homework. Now I'm in deeper shit.

You so fuckin' bimbo.
You so fuckin' stereotypo.
I just don't like you.
Fuckin'. Deal. With. It.

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2009-04-14T19:27:00.002+08:00

Won't be updating for.... quite a while...
XD
cuz I :
- feel lazy
-am busy
-forgetful
-semester arr!!!
-have to finish the damn moral folio
-have to finish my damn EST folio

Anyway I don't think anyone reads my blog so whatevs.

P.S, any nice songs guys??!

Ciao!

OMIGOSH

2009-03-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

We're in the papers!!
more next time.. XD

YESH~ It's the holidays!!

2009-03-13T17:34:00.004+08:00

Yes people. It's the hols!
Exams are finally over and.. well, we're all just psyched for our hols.

*cd being scratch on the turntable sounds*

But... All our schedule are all packed!!
Let's see, there's this school thing on Monday (no one knows what it's for), prefect choir practice(ugh), band practice(well i would enjoy this one ^^), and concert rehearsal on Wednesday, then from Thurs til Sat most of us have Lifegame Camp .. Oh, I forgot to mention that tuitions are still going on cause we're Form 5! Sheesh...
I'm actually looking forward to LifeGame though.. Hehe..

I wanna go back to that music store!! My mum bought me a Warwick Worwei Rockstand yesterday. Eep~ It's blue in colour.. Hiak hiak...

Anyway.. My Michelle-Branch-madness is coming back to me. I'm crazy 'bout her all over again. It all started from one click at the facebook updates thingie.. Ahha..
Ans she's sooooo pretty. I feel like crying just from that.. Ugh.. Emo.. HAHA!! That's what Sharon would have said. LOL

I actually wrote this ON Friday but I didnt manage to post it.. =.="
lawl.

TODAY - - - >>

Wow, Sharon had another black day. Well, we know what happened. :)
Anyways, band practice today after add maths tuition.
Dang came and he was like, OMG, damn funny! Haha!!
We had our lunch that Kimmie's mum "tapao" for us. THANKS KIMMIE'S MUM!! [Lol. Band mama!]
She even promise to make spaghetti for us! Whee~
And we were watching "Wild Child" that I had borrowed to Kimmie. Dang's reaction was hilarious! Good times...
After that we had to send AiHui for her .. uhh.. tutoring other kids thingie?
Then we went to Parkson to try to shop for our outfits. We fail miserably. *hangs head*
So we tried out Imperial Mall. DAMMIT! ONLY Kimmie found an outfit that suits her!!
As for the rest of us..... *cue AiHui for emo, sad violin song*
Well, Sharon bought a beret looking hat. Cute. ^^ [can't put pic here or I won't live to see daylight]

[[[
(14 April)
well, Since Sharon said so, I'll put tp the photo then. HAHA.

Neh, I even edit it for you. Humph.
]]]

Reach home, took a shower and SLEPT!!! Good sleep. Haha.
I really really need to go shop for camp stuffs. My pocket has a hole in it now. T.T
Tomorrow's the day!! Owh Lady Luck shine your light on us... plz plz plz.... All that effort ain't for nothing!
Go LemonPeas!!!!!

signing off~
XOXO

Ahha~

2009-03-07T22:12:00.002+08:00

Feeling just a tad bit high today....
Wheee~~~

I had fun..
I OVER-laughed myself chatting with Sharon.. Sheesh...
Then played with my mum.. =.=" LOL

Now I'm singing along to songs!!
Woohoo~~

Once again...
I LOVE 'EM~!!!
Eeep~

Party pooper: EXAMS this week!!!! Urrgh~
Can't wait til hols though.. :)
BBQ's...
Life Game...
Ngehehehe~~~

"Gila" off! XD
Catcha later~

LemonPeas~

2009-02-28T22:41:00.004+08:00

I love my band. I love my band. I LOVE MY EFFING BAND!!!!!!

Aww... I love you guys so much. We rock don't we?? Well.. even though we're not perfect and the beginning of the second song was a mess... Feel so high even just thinking about it... *wheeeee~

Lessons learnt:
1. We're all in this together [sounds cliche right?]
2. We are all equal members, everyone needs everyone :)
3. Nobody or nothing can bring us down
4. Practice makes perfect

Sharon!!!!!
You were great. Cuz you messed up at first and you pulled through instead of running away.
*huggies* We'll work on your confidence and style.. Don't worry ^^
And that is also thanks to Kimmie, our rockin' drummer!!! She so cool. Haha.. first time she play drums until thirsty! You're as cool as Vik Foxx.. Haha.. XD
Walao eh.. Ai Hui.. If we get into concert... Which I seriously seriously SERIOUSLY hope we do.. You must pimp up your hair and everything.. so cool girl!! Rule the violin.
Keen.. the one who already work up an image for himself de... [ppl were like "eh.. heard Keen very geng ha? Keen is v. good de right? ... bla bla bla..] thumbs up! can learn from video.. I cannot wor..
Jeanne........... you damn genious... no sheets for you also can do! *claps hands*
And Hafriz!!!! Haha.. thanks to you so relax and cool punya... we all feel so good.. Haha..

Jeffery's band did well too.. i mean.. considering it's their first time going up! Smart asses... They did their homework 1st.. see how we do then yesterday then go up.. Helping partners.. Proud to be working with you guys.. XD

*comes back to earth*

I wish we could do this song though.....

Cool right?????!!! OMG... you don't know how hard if wanna do this style... But I found the chords and stuff already la.. T.T
And i absolutely love the drums!!!! Black and White checkered ones!!! Plus the drummer! Vik Foxx rocks! So does Jungle George!!!! *screams* I jz effing love The Veronicas!!

lalalalala~~~~

Le B.U.G...

2009-02-26T19:39:00.004+08:00

Urrgh...
I've been sick since Monday.
I woke up feeling extremely tired, I couldn't even open my eyes properly...
I went up with a very high fever around lunch time but I still stay back after school. Hehe.. Just to hang out a while during band. ^^
So I went home, took a shower and straight away crawl into bed and fell into a deeeep slumber.
My mother didn't even come to check on me!! WTH.
She woke me up just to ask me if I'm going for BM(****) tuition. =.= And off course to force me eat some porridge. Ugh... It was TASTELESS.
I went straight to bed after. Haha. Off course I brush my teeth la. -.-

Then...
Tuesday~

Mum woke me up. Dammit. Ask me get ready for SCHOOL.
I force myself to swallow that damn EVEN MORE TASTELESS porridge she prepared for me. Just to eat my meds.
Then I showered. BUT...
I told my mum I didn't want to go to school. Got assembly and all. I'll die in the damn stuffy one hell of a school hall. It's like a damn oven in there.
So...
I went back to sleep!! lol. Until like 10 something. Then I got ready, wash up then go see doctor.

I had to go back to school on Wednesday though. Urrrgh...
I'm still sick til now. But I still go band. And unfortunately have to go prefect choir practice. WTH. Waste my time nia. Sorry guys, but.. seriously.

O yeah..
I told Alyssa I quit her band.
F.Y.I,
on BAND?
THIS IS NOT ANYONE'S BAND.
It just so happens that all of us met by chances and we all like music and we all had wishes to be in a band.
THAT IS WHY WE FORM ONE IN THE FIRST PLACE. Everyone is EQUAL. NO ONE started this band. We came together by luck and chance. OKAY??? There's no "your band" or "my band". If that's what you think then you really need to RETHINK everything and screw your brain.
Just saying the truth here.
If you're gonna get upset and narrow-minded here then be my guest. I can't help you anymore nor can the big guy up there a.k.a GOD.

I JUST WISH PEOPLE WOULD START TO BE A LIL BIT MORE RESPONSIBLE. Even just a LITTLE. Dammit.

And be understanding instead of being a typical square-mind. Sheesh. Make us hard to be "manusia" only.

My amplifier broke!!!!! *sobz* *SCREAM*
It's making a werid and freaking annoyingly LOUD buzzing sound. Gosh.

Tomorrow's the day! JUDGMENT DAY. Lol. Not really. But it'll probably be the last "rehearsal" for concert if we mess up. I have my fingers cross. Lord, help us make it. I don't want all our effort go to waste.
We even play nice. We pick appropriate songs and even a damn chinese song. Though it's a fun one... Teehee... Very "high"... XD

I swear, my guitar's "health" is detoriating by the day.
I must save for a new one.
My dream guitar...
Behold....
The Gibson Hummingbird. *hallelujah playing*
*googly eye*

Well, gtg.
Damn song has some damn hard chords.
Til next time.

Left Out...

2009-02-17T21:38:00.004+08:00

Sorry guys.. Been pretty busy lately..
If I ever got online it would be FaceBook, Youtube and downloading songs only. XD
Life's been HECTIC. Gosh...
I'm about to really lose my mind...

Anyways,
biiig biiiig bbbiiiiiiiiig thanx for the candle Sharon! Luvit!! *huuuugggies*
and thank you so much for the chocos Alyssa. =)
O yea! Love the creativity of your.. *cough* HANDYPLAST Lim Chyn...
lol.

Faking a Smile.
I fake a smile
when you come around.
Thinking inside that
just maybe you'd stay awhile.

Band. Band. Band.
Gaaaahhhh.......
Must "jia you" everyone!!!
Sharon arr... Get well soon.... T.T

Dammit.
I'm so damn pathetic!!!!!
I hate myself.
*mope*
Tash... Sheila... Help? T.T

Gtg.
Good night.
School tomorrow. Just like any other day.
Zzz~

*runs off to copyright the term "S.A.D" which stands for Single Awareness Day...*

CHINESE NEW YEAR '09~~~

2009-01-29T14:55:00.006+08:00

lols.
ok.. so on this post i shall use improper english and no capitals unless i want to.

1st day of new year was .. umm.. quite ok i guess?
we went to my big aunt's house.. coz 1st day is owes at her house.
when we got there.. omg.. her house was packed with ppl... gooosh...
and plus .. i was feeling emo that day.. wth...
so my cuzin was there.. she like to help out with the serving and stuff.. thank God!! so i dun need to help out.. *griiiiin*
it wasn't that fun.. but i got to see my grandma and she looks better.. so yea.. that was cool..

SECOND DAY~

2nd day is when my house is having an open house.. dah dahhh dahhhh~~~
i woke up to my mum asking me to get ready and do this and do that.. blah blah blaah...
after i help out i shower and got ready ...
BUT..
it rain.. heavily..
my mum keep looking at the pots of food and got worried that noone will come.. Zzz~
around almost 12 my friend Mary and her mum along with her bf came to my house.. they were the 1st.. lols.. -.-
after them .. well .. a whole bunch of relatives from my dad's side came.. my gosh..
i was running around crazily... i have to smile and say happy new year.. take a drink.. yadeeh yadeeh yadah.. i hate serving!!!!! T.T
after that my neighbour came.. deng.. i have to sit around the table listening to them talk.. ugh.. no offence tho.. jz i dun like doing that.. i rather hang with friends.. [sry.. but that's the truth mum!]
after that CH lion dance troup came.. it was chung ong's group.. zzz..
then i got to escape from everything around 3??
woohoo~!!!
Sharon's house!! wahaha...
she ask us to go at 3.. or we wouldn't be able to see her at all.. lols
we were eating and stuff when a bunch of her relative and parent's friends came.. omg.. she was REALLY busy..
then the lion dance troupe came! appointment wor.. need at least 500 bucks le..
it was nice i guess.. thr's a gold and a green one.. and the green one's butt .. ahhaha.. it practically sat on Michelle's lap and more left and right.. left and right.. i know.. sounds so wrong! you guys know hu's inside!! ahhaha!!
after that is MY house~~~!! i didnt remember inviting that much ppl but 16 ppl ended up in my house.. so..... cannot enjoy too much...
didnt get to hang with my friends! >.<
then Wilson's... kok yeong/ah pao.. then odilo... then lastly.....
Nina's hse!! but only moi.. Sharon.. Sia.. Michelle, Alyssa and Kurt went..
Yummy food Nina!

THIRD DAY
went to AiLing's.. have evryone waiting for me cuz i got some stuff to do.. or rather my mum.. then visited my GRAND UNCLE... THEN.. i get to go to AiLing's... Reach there a while then have to go le.. Michelle's house~~!!! whooooo~ I absolutely love her "similu".. *yuuummm* we spent quite some time there... ahha... then Freda's.. finally.. Lynette's! Her bro looked funny. like he'd just woken up.. O.o

ok.. lazy to talk about everything here... so.... yeah...
owh! Saturday we went to Sia's.. play and laugh ourselves crazy.. then off to Keen's then Felicia's and Sheila's!
i found out i love hanging with them like that.. like.. going to places and riding together.. XD
i actually miss them after i went home! weeeeiiird....

after being in Sharon's car so long... i'm hooked on Lady Gaga's "Poker Face".. in fact.. listening to it now!

check out photos in my fb.. my pc doesn't seem to wanna work nice with blogspot.. cant upload photos even i tried quite a feeeewww times..

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School started today!!!
hating it...
i actually gave a very bad and moody facial expression to a teacher.. yep.. BM teacher.. i absolutely hate that effing subject!! Gahhh!!!! I don't hate the teacher.. just that ridiculus subject..

more next time? i forgot what i wanted to write anyway.. lol..

Can't wait...

2009-01-28T11:51:00.002+08:00

I'm still a Michelle Branch fan til now.
Gosh.
It's been .. what?
Coming to the ninth yeah already?

Michelle Branch - "This Way" clip

Go to her web page here.

Going visiting soon...

Happy CNY~

sleeeeepy........

2009-01-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year people~~~~
I wann ang pau...........
Getting old le..

*BIG BIIIIG SIGH*

*Sniffles*

Sorry....

way.....

too......
tired........

More next time...
MAYBE.

Ciao!
Zzzzzzzz~~~
*snores*

NOT A VIRGIN ANYMORE!!!

2009-01-25T16:35:00.005+08:00

Well...

That fateful day...

23rd January 2009....

The day... When it's not pure anymore...

The day I really lost it....

Something that can't be taken back...

Gone and forever will be gone...

What can I say?

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My hair can't stay a virgin forever.

*pe-toooiiiink*

Gotcha didn't I??? Ahhaha...
C'mon admit it.. You're "gek-dao"
Teehee... XD

I straighten and .. uhh.. - Whadya call that zig-zag thingie? - my hair..
Guys...
If you wanna see my hair...
Gotta come my house on Tuesday..
Hehe
So you have to come Michelle 'Tupai' Ting!

Things have been quite hectic since Friday.
So I didnt get to put up any post...
Because we're getting ready for ........
CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!

And today it's the eve of CNY.
And also the last day of the year of the Rat.
^^

Well,
truth be told?
It doesn't really feel like CNY huh?
Ah well celebrating anyway... XD

I can smell the soup my mum's cooking for hours!!!!!!
Can't wait...
*wipes away drool*

I now know why I cant find love
it is me I am messed up
I know know why so many people have walked away
it is me I came on too strong
I now know why I get hurt
it is me I hold on for too long
I now know why I cry
it is me I feel too much
I now know what I need to do

it is me I need to change

I now know how to see
it is me I have grown up
I now know how this world changed me
it is me that needs to move on
I now know why things have not gone right
it is me I need to do things a little differently
And I hope I will be the person that I should be

AAAAARRRGHHH!!!!

2009-01-22T22:05:00.004+08:00

Gaaaaaaaawd!!!!!!!!!
My dad just wasted over 2oo bucks on a phone that I don't wanna use!!
Can't he just buy the one that I wanted and it'll be over??!
I just don't get him!!!
And it's not like I keep asking from him ya know?
This is sooooo frustrating.
And now my nose is stuffy and my eyes are red from crying.

And I just read some fellow bloggers' blogs and...
Boy.. I just feel like tearing my hair out.
That wasn't a good idea huh?
I mean to read other people's .. umm.. blogs when I'm all upset already.
*bla bla bla*

I want a SONY ERICSSON one!!!!!
AAARRRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sniffles*

Currently trying to learn "Someone's watching over me" and "Breakaway".
Lord help me.

SuperMac upload another cocky and funny video!!
Here it it:
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How can I recover when I don't even understand my disease?

*sniffs*
signing off~

Very very important and very busy

2009-01-20T22:22:00.002+08:00

It's going to be Chinese New Year next week so my mum is like, grumbling that I would even switch on the computer.
Goooosh....

I have yet to see snow NOT from a SCREEN!!!!!!!
Ugh~

Anyways...
Once again,
love The Veronicas!!!

Oh yeah,
I haven't even started on my ferkin' journal.

Gotta get some zzz's...
XOXO

Ahhh~ FIRE!!! .. Ahh.. the joys of a simple facial.

2009-01-16T21:39:00.004+08:00

Lol??

I just came back from my dinner.
My mum and I went for facial!! We went kinda late 'cuz my grandma was really really sick and we had to send her to the clinic.
Doctor said she has bronchitis. This is so upsetting. I mean CNY is coming up!
So we sent my grand ma and aunt home. Then after that my mum and I went for our long waited facial. ahh...
We arrive at around 5 something? I think...
That was gooooood. I even permed my eyelashes!! whee~
So we were done at around seven-ish?
We were very very hungry by then so I suggested porridge.
We usually had our porridge at a coffee shop at Pelita.
Guess what?

There was a fire!!!!
Well, it just started when we arrive there.
Quite a few people were gathering around the corner of the coffee shop and looking at the building which was on fire [above Chaplin pub].
So I went to check it out clueless of what was going on.
I saw only SOME smoke. They came up to the amount of smoke when somebody lit a firecracker. Stupidly, I thought that some one really had lit a firecracker for some occasion. lol
Then moments later, more people gather and keep staring and pointing.
So I went to check it out AGAIN.
Whoa, the fire was BIG. The windows had burst from the heat and flames were literally engulfing the whole part/room/section of the floor.
One fire engine came, then another, then slowly another.
The firemen tried to put out the fire while I was hurrying with my porridge in my haste to see what's more that is going on. *grin*
Oh yeah. Being busy bodies like we typically are. People were talking on the phone spreading the news of the fire like.. well.. like wild fire!
Eventually they put it out. They took a pretty long time too. Did I mention it's the 3rd floor? So...

This is not a good start of 2009.
1st off,

NEW YEARS DAY '09 -> Parkson(Bintang Plaza) caught on fire. Ironically on New Years day eh?
Check it out here.

2nd,

Some teacher from Miri here got into an accident just TWO weeks after buying a new car. I don't know how long ago but it is just recently.

3rd,

A small(but REALLY terrible) landslide occurred at Canada Hill this morning around 1 a.m this morning. The rocks and mud poured down on a gas station and 2 Indons workers who lived at a small concrete hut at the foot of the hill just behind the petrol station were burried. When they found their body by 2-ish in the afternoon, they had already died. I still passed by the gas station this morning on the way to school. Because I was early *cough* and it was quite dark. I saw that it was a landslide and half the filling station gone but didn't bother to look any longer 'cuz I wanna reach school early. This is really creepy. 'Cuz my grandma's house (tho she doesnt live thr but my uncles does) is at the foot of a hill near there too except it's around opposite Boulevard Shopping Complex. *choi choi* This is a disaster. Hmm... Who knew huh?

4th,

The fire that happened just now. (scroll up for details)

This is baaaad. Let's pray that terrible things like this woundlt happened in the future eh? You never know you might be in it.

I HATE SCHOOL!!!!!
We had replacement tomorrow for the CNY hols.
This sucks. A LOT.
'Cuz I had to miss my piano therefore having to replace it someday.
And most importantly, I HAVE TO MISS MY GUITAR LESSONS.
I really really really like guitar lessongs.
Mainly because I'm improving and I'm almost done with lvl 4!! Yeep~

Well,
gonna catch a bit of tv (A.I!!) then I'm off to cramming for the history test tomorrow. f*ck.
Rmber to pray ppl.

XOXO
Signing off~

sucidal thoughts.

2009-01-14T22:26:00.006+08:00

Gaaaaahh........
This is so effed up.
First off, I have a stupid history test tomorrow.
Second, I haven't finish the ferkin' spsnosis for the stupid Malay novel.
WTF??!??!

Officially hate my life.
Mum doesn't understand me too.
*sigh*
More next time.
Lazy right now.

Hardly can open my eyes now.
Nightie~

Dammit

2009-01-14T15:55:00.000+08:00

Ok.
This is really effed up.
History exam tomorrow.
So gona fail.

More later?

Samey samey samey same samey same same....

2009-01-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

No idea what to say.
BUT I just got to at least put something. XD

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Owh man... Heeelp...

Oh yeah! Another of my resolution for this year.
I'm gonna randomly pop out my resolutions. So... get use to it. Ahha...

I wanna read more books this year!! *whee*
So I have friggin SPM this year I'm gonna limit my books to around 35 books?
We'll see then. Time will reveal.

Speaking of hell's doomsday: SPM

I AM SO NOT READY FOR IT!!!!!!!

%#@%*%@%@#$#*.....

Seriously, if I intend to take up what I really wanna take up in the mere future[will be revealed as time pass]... All I need is English. LOL
Maybe Lit. in English can help too. BUT my friends and I are like... completely clueless 'bout Lit. in English's subject. And because we don't have enough people to take up that subject['round 10+ of us?], we don't have a class for it. Meaning we have to study on our own.
*sniffles*

Old vid for me but you guys probably have absolutely no idea this song existed. XD

<3
They're are just so hilarious!!!
I *heart* The Veronicas~

Someone slap me now.
...

Samey samey samey same samey same same....

Lisa: Your... arm was my arm once...
Jess: Pffft.. gross... gross...
Lisa: Your tongue was my tongue...
Jess: Don't, no!
Lisa: It's true...
Jess: Don't say that. It's not true...
Lisa: ... *smiles*

Well...
Eyelids are getting heavier..
XOXO
Signing off~

we had a homeless man shit on our lawn once

2009-01-12T21:35:00.000+08:00

Oh crap bugga!!
This will be my 'phrase' today.. heehee...
That was quoted from Jon though. Funny weirdo [sorry Tash!!] XD

Another pile of homework again. Thank God it's mostly English.
Oh yeah. Just wanna say that I totally agree with Kurt.
Sejarah(History), Moral, and Sivik(Civics) should SO TOTALLY be elective. Well at least History is. Moral and Civics can just like, NOT existed. Civics has done nothing in the past 4 years since it has been "introduced".

And BM? Don't even get me started. what's the use of KOMSAS in our real lives? Who cares how many "peribahasa" that you know. If you can make one buck everytime you say one 'peribahasa' then ok, I'll accept that. I mean it's not like you NEED it. Gosh. what's the use if you get an A1 for it when you can't even utter a short sentence in Malay fluently.

Same goes for English. Lots of people in our school can't speak English fluently even thought they got A in their exam all the time. Unless you're from the "banana-class", which will be our class or 5S2 [but not all of the students, mostly ppl from D class]. Don't ask me why we're called "banana-people", it's just how things are in my school. Haha.

Once again...
I LOVE THE VERONICAS~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol. Listening to them right now.
I'm so gonna talk about them in my essay which has to talk 'bout famous people.
They famous, pop-pu-larrr, they totally kick ass and obviously they rock!
XD XD XD XD

*we had a homeless man shit on our lawn once
- quoted from Jess Origliasso

peace ppl,
signing off~

Sunday, Bluh-diee Sunday

2009-01-11T21:21:00.001+08:00

Dammit...
Sunday night. Meaning few more hours and it's school time AGAIN.
I know, I know. It's only like, the 2nd week of school but truth be told? I am so NOT looking forward to it.

Oh yea! Before I forgot, one of my new year resolution is to keep up with my blog. *griiiiins*
hopefully my computer won't disappoint me this year.

Okay, back to the school thingie.
Umm, I don't know why but I just HATE school now.. ABSOLUTELY HATE it.
I guess it's because of the homework [it hasn't start piling up YET but still], prefect duties, having to look like a friggin nerd/goodie-goodie in my uniform which has to proper 24/7 as long as I'm in school grounds. * loooong sigh*
Did I mention more 'stricter' teachers? Though they're pretty good but still. Oh yea.. I hate it when the teacher's booooriiiiing... Bloody boring I tell you. We had a few teachers (identity will not be mention but I think you guys had a vague idea who), he/she sounds sooooo boring. His/her lessons are okay I guess if he/she made jokes but most of the time he/she sounds like even he/she is bored with his/her own subjects!! Gosh... I literally fell asleep! SO embarassing.

LOL.
what a coincidence, my WMP just change song 'cuz my last song was finished and guess what? The current song now is "Sunday, Bloody Sunday". =)

I have no idea what to say right now.
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Any ideas??! Gahh!

Well, I'm listening to songs on Youtube now. I rarely download songs this week. Something's wrong with me. And I'm singing along to them now. Hmm... I'm downloading songs!! Lol. Yep, got that right. The VERONICAS!!!! God I love 'em. They be awesome all the way. And hot too[this is coming from a girl >.<]. Oh my gawd. I just 'found' yet another AH-MAZZZIIIIING song from The Veronicas. The title is "We Are One". LOVE IT.

Here's the lyrics:

Don't know what we're fighting for
Who'd have known we'd fall
A second's too late
Crashed down one foot below the ground
Did you hear the sound
Of a smile that is fading?
When will it go?
When will it stop?
There's whirlwind in my head
A part of me
still lives for you
so don't ever forget

CHORUS:
'Cause I belong
I believe
We are one
You and me
But we keep on falling
Into silence
Out of love
Out of time
What will it take
'Til you realize?
'Cause you know it's killing me
To be left unseen

Hey you
What's running through your head?
Is Cupid lying dead
While I'm sitting here waiting?
And all the stupid little things
That belong to you and me
Will you really throw them all away?

REPEAT CHORUS

I'm the one that's been tryin'
You left it all up to me
And I won't waste another day
'Til you believe
maybe I've been mistaken
and didn't you ever need
is the truth behind the words you said to me

But we keep on falling
Into silence...

*lyrics may be wrong. If so, my apologies.

Here's da vid!

Enjoy!!

you're kinda, sorta, basically, pretty much, always on my mind.

Ah well, gonna hit the sheets soon
Signing off~

random...

2009-01-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

I just absolutely HATE homework!!!!
Wtf...
It's not like we have ONE subject to think about. But the teachers just gives us homework like all the time.. Even though my homework's notpiling up yet, I'm so sure it will. Just wait and see.....

I do not know how to use blog skins or those such thingies~~~
*wails*
Help~~ Anyone?
*sniffles*

Gahhh....
I feel like bursting. Like seriously.
God I just can't be content with my life. What's wrong with me?!?!

Owh yea... I'm random.. You know.. I can talk about this one sec and switch to another topic.
Don't like it?
I guess you'll just have to DEAL WITH IT.
Or you can leave my blog alone. Whatevs...

Owh yeah. It, like, rain REALLY HEAVILY this morning? The drains at my house were like extremely full. But luckily my house was on higher ground. Unfortunately for my neighbors, they live on lower land. So..... The water was almost, ALMOST up to their doorstep. Ahh well, If the water hadn't subsided then I could have something to watch. Ahhaha.. I'm so mean. Nahh.. Good thing the water subsided. Or I would have been stuck at home. Poo~

Owh yeah. We started our chemistry tuition today! It was insanely when our room was full and we needed to change class. everyone got up really quickly and rushed to the next room to steal a good spot. Thanks to Tash's "incredible" 'ninja skills' to 'steal' seats for us by throwing her books all over the tables, we, as in Tash, AiHui, Sheila, Alyssa, Kimmie, and I get to sit with each other. *heeeee~*

Stupid homework...
Signing off~

Umm... Yeah?

2009-01-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

I just created another blog...

Wondering if I should keep it or delete it...
*thinks*

So I guess I'll write some crap here then.

It's like the 9th day of 2009 and I'm already starting to feel fed up with this year. Maybe it's because...

It's damn friggin SPM year.
I'm in Form 5 already. Gosh.
I have to work harder(i'm extremely layh-zee when it comes to stupid effing homework).
I have to start thinking seriously 'bout my futura.
I "sort of-kinda" feel like I don't have much freedom in class, I feel self-conscious all the time because there are 'newbies' in our class. *sigh* *cough* the "typical-chinesy" kind... [dun take it the wrong way ppl] *smiiiiiles*
I'm lacking of sleep every single day. I fell asleep during 1st Physics lesson.. so mortifying..
Did I mention SPM???! I have no idea how I'm gonna deal with those hell papers...
*screams head off*

Damn... *more vulgar curses under breath*
I wanna go back to Form 3.....
No. Scratch that. I would soooooo like to fast forward time to December '09.
*imagine away*
That would be so cool if I could alter the very fabric of reality just like that... *big big sigh*

Dang it's getting late.
Well, I'm not off to bed just yet but I got other junks to do.
So....

til then peace out,
signing off~

Craps. Junks. Shiz. Whatever.

Oh my, look at what I did in Chiang Mai!

Home!

Exams. Oh dear.

Have you ever?

Why me?

To be or not to be...

College...

Lovely...

K-ELLE = K-HELL

CALLBACKS!

To do... Or not to do...

I Don't Wanna Do This Any More...

T.T

:(

Bawling like a lil girl stripped of her lollipop...

Homesick...

3rd day :D

Hmm~

Here's to college!

T.T

HOLY....

I will wait...

Zzzz~

Why?

L.A.Z.Y

WTF-ness // Que Sera Sera

Que Sera Sera... Whatever will be, will be...The future's not ours, to see.. Que Sera Sera..

*blankstares* wooooeeeee

*sniffles*

WTF?!

fuhh fuhh fuhh!!!

Poo...

Bleerrrgh....

Roooaaarrr.... / Karma's a bitch too, it bites back.

Fats....

Somehow..amusing

Lazy lazy me...

Officially NOT a virgin anymore!!!

Why I like it longer?

BAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

EVANGELINE~~~~~

Josh Hutcherson......

I am Mojo jojojojojojojo~~~

boredom reeks

Revenge is sweeter than you ever were~ mmm~

Ba da ba ba da ba ba da~~

BARRRBEEECUUUEE~

Christmas Potluck!!

Boredom breeds creations........

Hola~ I'm baack!!

... Broken wings?

I feel... emo? NOO~!!!

WHY??! Dunno what to put for title.. =.="

one!! one!!

Mother..... Trucker!

*gaaaaaaggggg*

Swearing like a damn sailor...

OMIGOSH

Depression...

Owh WTF?

...

OMIGOSH

YESH~ It's the holidays!!

Ahha~

LemonPeas~

Le B.U.G...

Left Out...

CHINESE NEW YEAR '09~~~

Can't wait...

sleeeeepy........

NOT A VIRGIN ANYMORE!!!

AAAAARRRGHHH!!!!

Very very important and very busy

Ahhh~ FIRE!!! .. Ahh.. the joys of a simple facial.

sucidal thoughts.

Dammit

Samey samey samey same samey same same....

we had a homeless man shit on our lawn once

Sunday, Bluh-diee Sunday

blankstares wooooeeeee

sniffles

gaaaaaaggggg